Short Break

Hey peeps!!!! Back from NS for a short break... Phew! First week and things have already started to perk up. The activities are chun though......

I had alot of fun for the first week. This is only the first week... Imagine the first month?? I don't think I would want to come back though. Hahaha. Even now I'm kinda missing my dorm mates. T.T....

They are really great fun to be with. Hmmmm i wonder what are they up to now? Usually this time (12.41am) they would be knocked out already. Too tired from the activities I guess.. ekeke.. And i would be writing my blog.

WHAT????? Can't i write my blog?? They don't have computers there you know. Plus, you don't expect me to blog for the whole two months right? I would be struggling to recall what happened on which particular day.

I will scan them at the very day i complete my NS for now, pictures will tell you all. Don't laugh though... Some of them are really weird looking.. hahahaha

The second day together... All from KL except the one in white.. Nurul, from Sarawak...

Lady gaga pose!!! hehehehe weird...

Fooling around before bath time...

My bed and locker... Neat huh. I don't even do my own bed at home. =P

I say DON'T LAUGH!!!!!! left to right from top : Ajah, Hui Qian, Aimah, Fiqah, you-know-who, Jessie.

Group hug!!!!

Camwhore in the Dorm while waiting for our duties....

Left to right : Ajah, Aimah, Me, Lala (Asilah)

Supper time!!! Muffin and empty bun. I feel so empty without any filling.

Inner loreng, class t-shirt, and full loreng... Gonna try to look slim!!!

Piggy back jessie!!!

Piggy back Aimah!!! She loves it!!

Whoa! Squash by heavy ppl!!! Left to right from left : Aimah, Ajah, Me, and Gwen (tengah tahan berak ni)

Cute gal from Johor... Jiehah!!

My 'sleep'mate lala!!

Alright... back to NS again!! Will be back with MORE to tell..

CHERIO!!!!!!!!!

The big '1'

Finally it has come to the big '1'.
The day I've always been 'waiting' for has finally arrived and I am finally mentally and physically prepared to attend this freakin' long camp.

I wonder if i'm able to survive though ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

But now, I would like to wish an advanced Happy Birthday to anyone whose birthday falls in the month of April and May.

A big GOOD LUCK to all the WPQGC and hope all of you are able to be Queen Guides when I return!! (Is a must, all must pass!!)

And good luck to all my friends who will be going on for furthur education in any college, university, or school. Hopefully everything goes smoothly in your own personal way.

And finally, good luck to all PLKN participants!!!

I'll be gone by tomorrow and I'll BE BACK!!!!!!

Mark 12 June on your calender people cause THAT is D day where AW MAXINE is returning to KL!!!!!!

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!




Bye for now!!!!

Camwhore

These are actually my mid-childhood friends and I only got to camwhore with them when they are that big. Hmph.... The time we lost by fooling around. Maybe Dad wasn't confident in me handling the camera myself then. =P



I looked so sleepy.... Just had dinner.. duh~~



Kidmen (the younger one) fooling around like always



Cheese!



Us fooling around.... Gotta love the webcam.. No pimples.. hehe



Watchu thinking about? The webcam is here doh!!??



Darling angie~~ 13 This year. Can't imagine she's this big already..
I could carry her with a hand when she was little..
How time passes..

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The big '2'

The countdown as finally reached the big '2' and finally coming to a '1'.

Hmmm talking about going to NS I'm actually quite excited and at the same time quite nervous about it.

I mean, excited in the sense that after years in girl guiding I feel that I'm one step ahead of most people when it comes to this kind of stuff... I learnt alot 4 years approaching 5th in guiding and if you compare me now and me 5 years ago, I would have to give a big thanks to guiding for this humongous change.

On the other hand, nervous in the sense that, all this while I've been going to camps which lasted 1 week the longest. And, this camp lasts 2 months. The first thought that came into my head was, "Can i survive this?". Not to mention the people I'm going to meet and the activities I'm going to perform.

Is my first experience going to such a long camp and I'm really looking forward to it. If you asked me a couple weeks earlier, I would hesitate to go and I would be all whiny. But now everything seemed to be clear and the pathway was 'safe' for me to walk on. So, i'm just gonna enjoy myself and be myself ^^

I just finished packing my bags and all my stuff for my next 2 months 'survival' and the outcome is GINORMOUS!!

My bag is HUGE!!!! 2 months what.... What to do? Takkan la ask your parents to ulang-alik to your camp every week?? Xiao ar??!!

Anyway, thanks for your good luck wishes.... Like Shereen always say :"

Aw Maxine won't die so easily!!" You bet I won't, I would be coming back, healthier and happier then before (Not to mention slimmer if possible =P)

Cherio people!!

Woah.....

It definitely has been a long time since my last post...
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WHAT????? Was too depressed and lazy to update.

Anyway, I just came back from yet another Girl Guides camp in brickfields.
This time, I have to say I was so into the camp until i was sooooooo relucted to go home after the final days.


Maybe going home = NS approaching and I have to admit I was not prepared that time. Mentally I mean. Everytime that thought of going for NS came to me, I would shed tears and all the negative thoughts would come running in my mind.


Even when I keep telling myself that I have to be strong no matter what, and come on, stop being such a whiny!! This is JUST another normal camp, only is slightly longer than the usual 3 days 2 nights camp in HQ. AW MAXINE WON'T die that easily...

And yet, I still can't get over it.....


This morning, I went to the Defence department to get my NS letter, if I don't get it soon, there's gonna be loads of trouble registering myself there.. So to save the trouble, my dad drove us all the way to wangsa maju to get that one single piece of letter.... =.=... The work done to get A letter... *shakes head


When we arrived our destination, it was practically packed with people.. It was like sardine in there, plus the air-conditioning wasn't working very well so people were sweaty in there...Hmph!!


I gave in my IC number and the waiting starts... That half and hour was like the whole day... I mean how hard is it just to locate one freaking letter??? When the receptionist finally came out, she was holding a stack of letters with documents inside


Why can I see what's inside you ask?? Because, the envolope wasn't sealed in the first place, and some of the documents wasn't even in the envolope... I suspected they haven't even printed out the documents yet and when we requested it face-to-face, only they started printing it....


I mean if you haven't started printing yet, so that means you haven't started sending out letter to those letters..... Then how do you expect all the participants to receive it on time eh?? Tell me TELL ME!!!!

Anyway... I got loads to pack...
A long list....

Got the viral bug from camp.... Sick days before NS... yipee~~~~

Gotta go~~ tata!!!

No updates....

Hmmmmm now that I've exactly 2 weeks before my 'departure', I'm currently searching for a college which offers A levels with a reasonal price. Any recommendations??

Any how, life has been easy going after myself knowing to the 2 major threats of 'd' year.... As time passes by, I've became more and more courageous, relaxed and beginning to look forward instead of regretting anything that has been done. I thank my parents for being so understanding, and of course I'm thankful for being able to go through that moment without tears.

As from this moment, I wouldn't want to discuss anything related to SPM as this is already the pass in my life and I wouldn't want to bring it up that often and recieve comments which I wouldn't want to hear.

As for NS, I welcome positive comment about it but negative ones are discouraged. All I need is time and self recovery to overcome this 2 major threats. A week ago, I would feel disoreinted, depress, stressful, but now I'm feeling less nervous about NS and I even look forward into attending it. Who knows? I might even look better after I return.

Hahahahah.

So.... that's about it... I just came back from a genting trip last week, I'm seriously lazy to blog about it but you can view my facebook profile for the photos.

Cherio for now!

Updates.....

You Know, every since I got the updates on my NS, I've been more worried about it then my SPM results. I don't feel nervous at all, I still am able to fall asleep.... that's a symptom, plus all the GG activites I'm gonna miss out during my 3 months leave.. T.T

Is just sad, though... Not to say I won't enjoy the activities prepared there but I still prefer to stay in the comfort zone and enjoy myself in the HQ.

Next Thursday will be the first and last camp for me this year before I head to NS. I'll have to make full use of this camp and really let my hair go, before I have to torture myself into loosing weight and waking up during ungodly hours everyday..

I won't be able to use the computer and my phone that often anymore, which is fine actually... I would miss my facebook gossip and blogging that's all... Not to mention the clicknetwork.tv updates....

Plus the thought of me turning 18 in a 'cell' is seriously not a welcoming thought at all... I mean most people get intact with their NS friends but somehow, celebrating my bday with them (that's if they know when my birthday is), it won't feel the same as celebrating it with my closed ones.

The feeling is different and the surrounding is different. It might turn out good or vice versa. *imagine self singing happy birthday song holding a cupcake*
I hope you know what I mean. I'm not trying to be whiny or anything but, the feeling just doesn't feel right.

*wails....

I still need time to get over it....

16 days in counting....

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