Sunday, September 26, 2010

Troubled society

All this while i've always complaint about BGS teachers being SOOO freakin' brainless...
Turns out I was wrong.

As form 6 in KHP, each of us are required to do a research on any topic we desired. It may be a topic we are interested in, or a topic related to any of our subjects we're studying. I was so confident when I heard we have to start our research by this week. I had my father on my side, I have friends who have done tonns of research, and I have relatives that can give me proper advice on a good research.....

So that was what i fucking did. I asked my friends, my relatives and my dad for a proper topic to come up with, and there all asked me the same question...... What is your interest???
DUH!!!! Of course music la!!! I can't survive without music. That is how I de-stress myself everytime I'm stressed up or depress.

So they ask me to relate my topic to my interest. At last My mum and I came up with '
Classical Music is not the choice of teenagers'.. Sounds professional right?? That's what a research is all about. You do a research, you upgrade yourself, and go a level higher then where you are before.

After I got my topic, I had loads of ideas running through my mind. I knew exactly what to include in my research, I knew the sources, I knew the people I can talk to, I knew what to relate to... I was soooooo confident in my research that I just started my research late last night.
And to my amazement, I found more sources then I already had. I was over the moon.

Coming to school with my
"Happy-but-dunnu-going-to-be-hentam" look, I hand in my proposal to the teachers in charged........... And the feedback was....

@ Why your title so weird one?
@ Then you doing on modern era la? (i explained) Then why you doing it on classical music?? (I gave up talking to them)
@ Why your research so long one?
@ I think your research is too long and complicated.
@ Your research is too much for your level d.
@ Why do on classical music? Why can't you do something else?
@ Your proposal doesn't match your title, can't you change your title?
@ Your title is not relevant with any subjects your studying, why not do on business studies?
@ Cannot la, I don't think is suitable for your level
@ It's no use to your education ( with a smirk on her face)

Ok fine, talk all you want, but the most fucked up sentence she actually said was...
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@ YOU DIDN'T DO THIS BY YOURSELF, INSTEAD YOU PLAGIARISE (COPY & PASTE) FROM OTHER PEOPLE'S RESEARCH?? (Bang my fucking proposal on the table)

What the hell was that for? You can criticise my proposal, you can give a polite feedback to my research, but YOU CANNOT FUCKING SAY I COPY AND PASTE SOMEONE ELSE RESEARCH!!!!! What the hell was that??? Eventhough I have resources, even I have people to help me, BUT I'M NOT AN IDIOT OK!!!! I do stuff myself, I don't copy other's research, thats just lame and unresourceful.

I am not that lazy, I am not that unresourceful. I ask people for help so that I can improve better on my research. When I do something, I aim for the best and to the highest standard. Even for common sense, if i were to copy and paste, It will be
soooooooooooooooo useless for me... I would just be a dork in the Uni Society later.

You're just plain lazy, ADMIT IT! You don't know what the hell I typed in my proposal and THATS why you claimed that it was SOOOOOO complicated. Oh COME ON!!!! Don't tell me only business studies and maths are the ONLY subjects you think that is UN-COMPLICATED??

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I tend to love music more then your stupid business studies and maths ok!!
I tend to understand music better, and bare in mind..........
I TOOK UP PIANO 5 YEARS AGO!!!
SO what makes you think that I'm not capable of doing MY research EH???

I repeat....

MY FREAKING RESEARCH !!!!

AND ITS NOT FUCKING PLAGIARISM!!!!!!!!!!!!

You stated as if I did plagiarise someone's research, do you know I can go to jail for that you Dungus???!!!!!! I have a future ahead of me. So, if you think that you don't have a future, fuck off my life! I have an aim and I don't need people like you to fuck up my life. I'm good enough already without you. THANK YOU!!!!!!!

HATE PLAGIARISM, HATE IRRELEVANT CRITICISM

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Parents, our saviour

When we say parents, the first thing that comes in mind is what have our parents done to make us so against us. Whether they give us no freedom, or disapprove of what we plan to do, or go against our will, or sometimes even humiliate us in public. When we ask why, they would quote 'is for your own good!!'

Yes, I do admit that I sometimes do dislike my parents alot. I wouldn't use the hate word, but yes I do dislike. My parents would prevent me from going on outings that I really want to go, they would give me lectures that are given to me uncountable times, they would not comfort me when i'm down, and when i'm young, there would cane me for the slightest mistakes and they never pick me up from the ground when I fall down.

When I was young, I used to dislike my parents doing so. I see other kids walking with their parents and their parents would fuss over them with various kind of reason, either if the food suits there appetite or whether the clothes they were are 'presentable' to the society in their age. For me, there was no fussing. What was set by them, I would have to follow. Like it or not, eat it or leave it. That was how I have been brought up.

As I grow up, I faced various obstacles that made me turn to my parents for a solution. The outcome wouldn't be what I expected, instead they would turn the whole thing around and end up with a solution that is not related to my problem. We would often argue about my opinions and their opinion but however hard I argued, they always get their say and end up being mad at each other.

Now that I'm 18, I finally came to my senses that my parents do so to protect me, they have been on earth longer then I did and of course more experience then a mere teenager like me. They've gone through more obstacles and overcame tough ones then I did. And they did so to prepare me for the world I'm about to face. And I learn to come to the fact that my parents will always be who they are and no one will be able to change them. Even if they did something to hurt you in anyway, a filial child would still respect them as parents.

Recently I've heard numerous events about children abandoning their own parents after achieving success in the working industry. Apparently, there is a family, a very rich family, after secondary school, they send their children overseas to get the best education the ministry could offer. However, after they graduate, find a job and settle down, they tend to forget everything back at their hometown. Their home, their friends, their family, and even their parents.

Pfffffft..!!!!!!!!! SAY WHAT???? Children abandoning their own parents is the utmost sinful thing a child could every do! Parents give us life and they gave us the opportunity to see the world and live our life to the fullest... Without them, I don't think you'll be reading this blog anyway. Without your dad's sperm and your mum's ovule, you're nothing but a piece of shit!

You can actually brush your parents away especially when they make the tendency to visit you in 'your' foreign" land??? THAT is sinful, and no doubt, disrespectful... How could a person do that??? Your parents teach you everything you need to know, they kept danger away from you, they shower you with love and respect, and most of all, they gave you life. THIS is how you repay them?? By brushing them away, by ignoring their phone calls, by burning all their wish cards, by scolding them harsh words and NOT accepting them as your parents...

If that's the case, you are not worthy to be a son/daughter in the first place... You can go wherever and be successful but if people would find out that you don't have parents aka have parents but don't want to acknowledge them, you will be knock down on the ground so badly until you are LOWER than the ground, i can guarantee you that you losers!!!!

A friendly advice for all kids/teenagers who are still learning how to be filial to your parents which I doubt not many are.... Do appreciate your parents in every way is possible, they will always love you no matter what, they are your parents and you have to accept that no matter what. Parents are our saviour in everyway they are. Sometimes they might be hurtful and sometimes they might be harsh, but whatever it is, is for your own good~~~

Plus, they might not be around everytime to guide you in your life. At a point of life, they have to leave us to a better place, and if only then you start to appreciate them, is just a little to late... Parents have lived a longer life then us and gained more experience then us. Give them the chance to guide us, and they might lead us to a more successful life then we can gain. At least what we achieve in life, is their 'profit' or proud moment, to be the parents of such child.

Is just a few minutes to show your appreciation or your graditute to your parents. Just a simple kiss every morning or a simple phone call could cheer them up everyday. And is doesn't every cost a single cent. Parents are the only people in the world we could trust. And they are the only ones that are willing to sacrifice everything in the world for their children..

Overall....

PARENTS OUR SAVIOUR

Bare that in mind!!

Mum..... Dad..... I love you~~~~~



P.S... Don't take this the wrong way.... I ain't rubbing your backside for getting something I want.. I am sincere here..... Guides honour!! heheh