My very first ball~~~

Weeeeeee
I am finally attending my
very first ball next week!!!

My very first ball at
17.....A bit too old don't
you think?

Anyway, am performing
during the ball so.....

Hehe have to practice
this sunday and decide on
what the hell I gonna
wear.....

Cheers!

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Retirement Treat

Today our prefectorial board

treated the senior prefects (us)

and librarian (Seniors) a meal..

(Well actually more then the

teachers treat us through the

canteen then the juniors)

Anyway..... we had a 'wonderful'

meal and it was quite an

'interesting' meal i had to say..

The menu was simple...

* Fries and Fried chicken

* Spaghetti

* Chocolate cake

* Fruits (Rambutan & langsat)

* And ice cream

OK, by the word 'interesting'

means......

1. The fries and fried chicken....

The plate was a quarter smaller

then our usual plate and we

only had at least ten 'batang' of

fries on our plate...

And the chicken???

No bigger than my FIST!!!

2. I'll save the spaghetti the last

3. Chocolate cake??

Tesco brand, not secret recipe..

But still not bad, we had 3 plates

in total (minimum each group

1 plate)

4. Fruits no bad, fresh and sweet

Requested durian but no stock..

MANA BOLEH NO STOCK!!!

Durian season la!!!

5. Ice-cream?? THE BEST!!

Ok back to the spaghetti...... hehe

let's just say that it was 'sweating

throughout the whole meal...

See what i mean??

And we had a few victims that

suffered from nausea, vomit

symptoms, almost critical

mental retarded symptom,

and yada yada yada...

These are the victims.....

*The nausea symptom

*The vomit symptom

Last but not least....

*the almost critical mental

retarded symptom....

The vanilla and chocolate

ice-cream SAVED them....

ALL HAIL THE ICE CREAM!!!

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B.E.R.S.A.R.A moments~~~~~

Finally bersara.... after

the retirement ceremony, the form

5 prefects where having the

time of their lives...

Well not totally la..

That time have to wait after

SPM. But still another burden

down after Queen Guide

so YEAY!!!!!

This is us AFTER the ceremony....

Hey!! I was not ready !!!

Group photo 5 Alpha~~ NOT including

me.... *sob

Backriding.... RM 5 for 1 minute...

Us enjoy being Hulligans for a few

moments with our tie OFF!!!

*Ahem

*Drum Rolls~~~

THE TIE THROWING CEREMONY

Ready.

.

.

.

.

Steady.

.

.

.

.

THROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy retirement people!!!!

On of our class photo~~~

(Mine is the second one from

the left)

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Tired

Finally retired as a prefect to a
normal student living a normal
life....

I think i might faint or fall
ill one of these days....

Just a hinch, don't get cranky...

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WHOOHOO!!

Finally the last day of performing
my duty.... weeeeeee

The feeling of removing my tie
after school today was so awesome ..

Its like a portion of my freedom
has finally arrived...

Things have finally come together
at last.. No more puzzles and
complicating issues...

Yeay!! After monday's
retirement ceremony, we can
totally let go our post as a prefect...

Concentrate fully on SPM
and our up coming leadership
trip to penang for future
purposes...

Peace y'all!!

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Confused~~

Have you even wondered that if
any of your love ones betrayed you,

hated you or even is willing
to hit or bash you up though you're
the one taking care and teaching
him or her everything you know?

I know I do and I live a miserable
life from time to time...

Hoping that one day that person
can learn a lesson....

It doesn't matter if its a harsh
lesson or a approachable one,

As long as that person awakes
from that horrid live of his or hers,
Its fine for me....

Even though means hurting me
physically or mentally for that person
to change over a new leaf,

I would do so just for that person..

For that person is the only one
i have, and I will love that person
no matter how the treatments are...

That person loves making a
HUGE mess around the house
leaving for us to pick things up...

Not forgetting to leave behind
a wet trail after a shower and a
dirty toilet which i have to share with..

Today, that person slipped and fell
on his own wet trail, upon checking
up on that person, he still is able to
talk back rudely...

Not knowing the "shame" he
brought upon himself...

I can see through that he hurt
his wrist during the fall...

I was happy at first for his
'achievement'.. seeing that maybe
he'll have a hard time playing
games next time....

But after awhile, i feel sad and
worried for him...

Like i said, that person is my love
ones and i would give up anything
for that person to change a new leaf..

Unfortunately, this would not be
the time where we expect bad
things to turn for the better.....

We'll just have to wait for
another period of time....

*Please keep this to yourself if
you manage to read this. Thanks

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Don't worry... be happy!!

Ji Yan, being a strong woman is

being a succesful person in life...

Being strong does not mean that

you can carry two elephants at a time,

It means that you are able

to control your emotions

and stablize them during it's peak..

And I can see that you managed it

well today and i'm proud to say

that you are going to be succesful..

Not that i'm a fortune teller but

its what i observe in my 17 years

here on earth...

Ok? So don't take it too harsh

on that incident... 2 more days

then

HALLEYUJAH!!!!!!!

FREEDOM AT LAST!!!!

Bare that happy thought in mind

k? And don't worry, I'll bring my

camera to school and we'll have

TONNS of pictures snapped ...

k?

See?! You have your friends with you....

We will stick together as one.. So

don't worry, cause you'll have alot of fun..

Especially with me around... HAHAHAHAH

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Life

Life is so unpredictable..

The poem entitled

"Life's brief candle"

the contents are really true
about life..

It can end with just a snap,
with just a blink of an eye,
From the moment we're born,
till the last days of our lives...

That is why we must make
life to the fullest... Appreciate
what you have got..

I heard this saying from a friend,"
God never promised life will be easy,
He only promised that life will be
WORTH IT..

So people treasure every second in
your life, cause you'll never know
when it is going to end...

Rest in peace,
Loh Juan Wai
Hope you're in a better place now,
a place free from pain and sorrow,
a place you can be happy,
a place you can feel free
a place with no worries.........

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Last resort....

I'll just have to go with Nani and
myself then~~~~

T.T

From a lack of tears......


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SHIT SHIT SHIT

HOW

HOW

HOW

HOW

HOW

HOW

HOW

HOW

HOW

HOW???????????????

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A peaceful weekend....

Finally.....

Another torturing school week

has come to an end......

Was suppose to attend a seminar

on Physics that's gonna last

8 whole hours......

8 whole FREAKIN' hours......

What to do... FOR SPM!!!!

But FORTUNATELY

It was cancelled due to a function

my tuition teacher has to attend

So, I can spend my weekends resting

and studying for SPM...

Which i desperately need to cover

before my trials...

Ganbatte to me la!!!

Finally... my beauty sleep awaits!!

P.S : Will be getting my new specs

tomorrow..... YIPEEE!!!!

P.S.S : Ji yan, are you gonna sponser

me RM50 or not??? heheheh

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My specs are once again squash by people round' me

As my title of this post goes~~~~

*Take a deep breath.......

ONCE again.... my specs are once

again squash by people around me..

But i don't blame her.. seriously

I blame the sport we were playing..

It was basketball and we were all

'inexperience' people playing..

(We looked like a bunch of ants

fighting for a small piece of mentos)

Obviously there will be pushing and

bumping, more pushing,

more snatching, more shouting and

so on......

So macam ini la my specs got

'bumped' out of my eyes' reach,

and there goes my specs crumpled..

Underneath the beautiful

scenery of my friend's shoes....

DARN!!!! Went on the whole time

in school without specs.... And my

friends kept thinking i was blind..

Just because my power was 800

each eye and i didn't have my specs

on....

I might suffer form short sighted,

but i am not blind for god sake!!!

I can differentiate from colours and

from fat to thin.... ><

At least I have a spare one.. so kena

use this one la...

If this one pecah also.... then i beh

tau what to do la....

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Last and crazy year.....

Promoting chicken essence 'BRANDS'
(which you can the look on my face
in the pic... Is actually the effect after
drinking 2 bottles of it...)



Our 3 Korean princess....
Michiko, Chelsea (does not sound Korean
at all) and Miki



Currently rehearsing my Pantene
ambassador audition skills...
Look forward seeing me on tv



Michiko and I in Bandaraya
college.....



The ballroom swing....
(notice the retarded looking suki, the
one i'm carrying...)



Dunno which smart ass suggested
we should all become Wax figure....




Happy moments... ignore the seriously
retarded looking gal with the hand
wide open..

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Perpaduan conflic

Sometimes I wonder....

After Malaysia gain independence,

We,

as Malaysians should reunite as one,

no matter what race you are,

no matter what religion you are,

We should stand together as

a strong community and be one!

"One million people, one voice"

As the saying goes and I agree

fully on that issue..

But what my observation tells me is

people do not live that way..

I thought teachers are suppose to

educate the young ones with positive

minds and thoughts...

And I have NO IDEA!!!!

That our Sivik teacher is

such a RACIST!!!

She kept keeping different races

apart and saying harsh things about

the presence of Chinese and Indians

in Malaysia during Historic times...

Come on la...

This is 2009, not 1955....

WE HAVE GAIN

INDEPENDENCE

AND WE SHOULD

STAND AS ONE!!!

I'm just sadden about this case,

and worst, me hearing it with my own

ears.... Just sad....

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Study study study.....

Just manage to sit through 8 hours of

biology yesterday...

YES

it was torturing...

but i had to do it for my SPM..

I've left out so many topics and

i don't wanna miss any more..

At least during the seminar,

i found out that i was really paying

attention..

Although there was a really noisy

group of indians in front of me...

(Which I usually get pissed of by them)

I even started memorising when

a topic was done...

(which is unusual for me..)

So i have to start cracking my head

more often...

Ganbatte Kudasai to ME!!!

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Good and bad news

Good news is...

INtervensi 3 is cancelled for

form 5 people!!! Muahaahhaha

Good luck to d form 3 people..

ngeeeeeeee

Bad news is.....

Loads of extra classes are ahead of us

these few coming months and

is gonna be so suffering for all of

us especially the 'dai xiu jie' here...

2 bad news actually....

SO MUCH TO SACRIFICE

IN SUCH A LONG TIME...

i really feel like crying....

And plus, will be performing

2 Michael Jackson's songs,

heal the world and you are not

alone.. I hope that michael is able

to enjoy that..

Exclusive for you michael..

Sincerely talking, i really miss

him.. I even cried when i was

practising in my room..

ALONE!!!

Imagine that... its not that

easy to be so emotional..

Only if you miss a certain

someone then only you'll

feel that way....

*sobs~~~~

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KARAOKE FRAZNZEEEEE

Had our 'Hari Terbuka' today...

later went for a karaoke session

in neway...

I know... i know what ur thinking

that singing karaoke is such a waste

of time and we teenagers bla bla bla...

But it was so worth a go!!!

We when for a 4 hour singing session..

+ a salad buffet that includes

@ 2 types of soup

@ 2 type of porridge

@ loads of salad

@ fruits

@ and a glass of free drink...

All for only

RM5++

That total out my amount of

RM5.80....

thats all it cost!!!!

*smiles REALLY widely........

Worth it right?????

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But I~~ I gotto be STRONG! Just keep pushin' ON!

I have faced the fact and the reality of life...

And i'm ready to face any challenges ahead of me..

and i hereby determine that...

I, AW MAXINE,

IS ATTENDING NATIONAL

SERVICE SIRI 7/2010

No appealing penangguhan letter,

no appealing pelepasan letter, and i'm

gonna face it like a MAN!!!

(That sounds really wrong..)

So to those experienced people out there

who are willing to 'serve' counseling sessions

to the ol' Maxine here, you are most welcome..

But please be a positive counsel,

I'm trying to fill myself with

positive ions right now..

As the saying goes

Sedikit-sedikit, lama-lama menjadi bukit..

My version goes

Sedikit-sedikit, lama-lama menjadi orang

tidak siuman....

But seriously, i need someone to

talk to me into this... I'm kinda afraid right now..

This is not 3 days 2 nights,

This is 3 months 89 nights...

So please.. anyone?

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