But I~~ I gotto be STRONG! Just keep pushin' ON!

I have faced the fact and the reality of life...

And i'm ready to face any challenges ahead of me..

and i hereby determine that...

I, AW MAXINE,

IS ATTENDING NATIONAL

SERVICE SIRI 7/2010

No appealing penangguhan letter,

no appealing pelepasan letter, and i'm

gonna face it like a MAN!!!

(That sounds really wrong..)

So to those experienced people out there

who are willing to 'serve' counseling sessions

to the ol' Maxine here, you are most welcome..

But please be a positive counsel,

I'm trying to fill myself with

positive ions right now..

As the saying goes

Sedikit-sedikit, lama-lama menjadi bukit..

My version goes

Sedikit-sedikit, lama-lama menjadi orang

tidak siuman....

But seriously, i need someone to

talk to me into this... I'm kinda afraid right now..

This is not 3 days 2 nights,

This is 3 months 89 nights...

So please.. anyone?

Freedom of life