Finally~~~~

First thing first, I finally made a choice on what I'm might pursue in and so far I'm happy in what I'm doing. I really do hope that this time I won't back out and continue what I'm doing. The story goes like this....
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Once upon a time.... haahh ok lah, I'll go straight to the point. Anyway, GAAAAH!!! my leg is so freakin' itchy!!!......

Ok, as most of you know that I attended from 6 straight after I returned from my NS, and i chose Science stream. I thought I was able to cope as the teachers there was known to be quite pushy, So i decided to give it a try....

Turns out I was wrong. I ended up skipping school more then I've ever done in my life. I've never felt this way about studies before and I have never cried as much as this. I felt fear whenever I stepped foot into the school, I would shiver as I walk into the classroom, and I have never dared to ask teachers any question. I was so scared to that extend....

Finally, when I felt that I was going to explode, I told my dad everything and what I felt after a month in the science stream. My dad was surprise and He couldn't believe that all these while I was feeling that way. And the first time crying about studies is definitely not me...

So far I was able to withstand the most pressurizing situation and I was able to overcome with ease ans peaceful mind, but all of a sudden, I just drop at a point that I really couldn't hold back any longer...... I was in lost and I didn't know what I should do...

Even my parents was at lost in what should I do... I skipped school for 2 days, I had to spend a few days for me to wake up and make a decision... after thinking for a whole 4 days, I finally made up my mind in joining the art streams.

Although, as most of my close friends knows how much I hate banking, accounts and economy related subjects but I decided to give it a try....

After a week, I feel fine and I don't feel that fearful anymore. I tend to look forword to go for classes and to have a group of friends to help me everyday. Instead, I feel the urge to actually study sometimes.... which is good. And i'm happy. I really hope nothing will come across and I will enjoy myself for another one and a half years of CBN years.... =P

I also actually hope that there would be more activities in school that is more of a artistic approach... Performance, dancing, singing, acting.... Anything... As long as it involves stage act..... At least that can keep my mind of some stuff... *wink....

A happy person in CBN...!!!