Expressive song!

The 7 things i hate about you! At first i didn;t like the song... but then i can't get it out of my head after listening a few times... 7 Things by Miley Cyrus

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we've shared

It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
Now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change until you hear, my dear
The 7 things I hate about you

[Chorus]
The 7 things I hate about you (oh you)
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and it's silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
And when you mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here

[Chorus]
The 7 things I hate about you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention
The 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's
And when we kiss, I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buyY
our hand in mineWhen we're intertwined everything's alright
I want to be
With the one I know
And the 7th thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you
You do (oh)

I wanna dedicate this song to someone..... 7 things i hate and love about you.
Muakx!

稻香by jay chou

I'm addicted to this new song from jay chou.... Dao Xiang. This song gives motivation to all of us to persue our dreams and never give up hope. Enjoy!

對這個世界如果你有太多的抱怨
dui zhe ge shi jie ru guo ni you tai duo de bao yuan
Look out to this world [around you] if you have too many grievances,

跌倒了就不敢繼續往前走
die dao le jiu bu gan ji xu wang qian zou
After fallen, you lose the courage to move forward

為什麼人要這麼的脆弱 墮落
wei shen me ren yao zhe me de cui ruo duo luo
Why do people need to be so weak and useless?

請你打開電視看看
qing ni da kai dian shi kan kan
Please switch on the television and see for yourself

多少人為生命在努力勇敢的走下去
duo shao ren wei sheng ming zai nu li yong gan de zou xia qu
So many people living their lives working hard and moving forward

我們是不是該知足
wo men shi bu shi gai zhi zu
Shouldn’t we be content,

珍惜一切　就算沒有擁有
zhen xi yi qie jiu suan mei you yong you
Cherish everything even if we don’t possess them

*Chorus Starts*

還記得你說家是唯一的城堡
hai ji de ni shuo jia shi wei yi de cheng bao
Still remember you said home is the only castle

隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
sui zhe dao xiang he liu ji xu ben pao
I continued running following the paddy fragrance, the flowing stream

微微笑　小時候的夢我知道
wei wei xiao xiao shi hou de meng wo zhi dao
Smiling, I know [this is] the childhood dreams

不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑
bu yao ku rang ying huo chong dai zhe ni tao pao
Don’t cry, let the fireflies take you away

鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
xiang jian de ge yao yong yuan de yi kao
You can always depend in folk songs

回家吧　回到最初的美好
hui jia ba hui dao zui chu de mei hao
Go home, return to the happy past

*Chorus Ends*

不要這麼容易就想放棄　就像我說的
bu yao zhe me rong yi jiu xiang fang qi jiu xiang wo shuo de
Don’t give up so easily, just like what I said,

追不到的夢想　換個夢不就得了
zhui bu dao de meng xiang huan ge meng bu jiu de liao
If the dream can’t be reached, just follow another dream

為自己的人生鮮艷上色
wei zi ji de ren sheng xian yan shang se
First, add bright colours to your own life

先把愛塗上喜歡的顏色
xian ba ai tu shang xi huan de yan se
First, paint love on your favourite colour

笑一個吧　功成名就不是目的
xiao yi ge ba gong cheng ming jiu bu shi mu di
Smile, fame and success isn’t the aim

讓自己快樂快樂這才叫做意義
rang zi ji kuai le kuai le zhe cai jiao zuo yi yi
Be happy, happiness is the whole meaning

童年的紙飛機　現在終於飛回我手裡
tong niang de zhi fei ji xian zai zhong yu fei hui wo shou li
The paper plane of childhood [that I released] finally return back to me

所謂的那快樂　赤腳在田裡追蜻蜓追到累了
suo wei de na kuai le chi jiao zai tian li zhui qing ting zhui dao lei le
The so-called happiness, [is] chasing dragonflies in the fields barefooted till exhausted

偷摘水果被蜜蜂給叮到怕了　誰在偷笑呢
tou zhai shui guo bei mi feng gei ding dao pa le shui zai tou xiao ne
Stung by bees so much while stealing fruits until i’m scared, who’s laughing [at me]?

我靠著稻草人吹著風唱著歌睡著了
wo kao zhe dao cao ren chui zhe feng chang zhe ge shui zhao le
Leaning against the scarecrow, enjoying the wind and singing songs till falling asleep

哦　哦　午後吉他在蟲鳴中更清脆
o o wu hou ji ta zai chong ming zhong geng qing cui
Oh~ Oh~ In the afternoon, the guitar sound more sharp amidst the cries of insects

哦　哦　陽光灑在路上就不怕心碎
o o yang guang sa zai lu shang jiu bu pa xin sui
Oh~ Oh~ There’s no need to fear for heartbreak as the sun is lighting up the path

珍惜一切　就算沒有擁有＃
zhen xi yi qie jiu suan mei you yong you
Cherish everything even if we don’t possess them

Repeat chorus x 2

The english is direct translation hope you don;t mind....

Form 5~~~

Wow! Time do fly when you're having fun, or should i say having stressful times?? After the first week of final examinations, still got a week to go for all the paper 2's. Just came back from tuition and teacher is already teaching the first topic of form 5. I 've always wanted to finish secondory school as soon as possible, i wanted to leave home and leave a new life on my own, but i this feeling just came and overpower me when the first topic came to my mine... Is a feeling of fear, a feeling that i might not catch up and the feeling that i might not be able to handle real life situation. Suddenly i wanted all to slow down, i don;t want it to end. I 'm lost in space, I don't know what to think, or what to do except concentrate on my studies and finish what i aim to do. PPPWPKL is having a brownie camp tomorrow, good luck to those who are involve!! And hope all brownies are able to achieve the golden wing! Ganbatte kudasai! I love the melody of I'm yours by Jason Mraz.... If i have the time I think I'm gonna learn the acoustic version... heres the lyrics.. I'm yours~~~~

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to get you but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracksand
now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And It's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Scooch on closer dear
And i will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm your's

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours
Please don't, please don't, please don't
There's no need to complicate
Cause our time is short
This this this is out fate, I'm yours!~~~

Baseball! or softball or chaseball.. (acc to my teacher) or whatever they call it.

I'm addicted to baseball right now. Is actually quite fun when you yourself are in the game then watching the game. HOME RUN! my friend will shout. One point to blue house! hehe
raning here gonna stop.

bye for now!

Ai Caramba!!!

I feel guilty for getting something for doing nothing. haha. I should have done the tango. Come to think of it, maybe a funny dance will do the trick, well it work for him, i mean daniel...

He's kinda cute by the way.. from Sabah.... Too bad. Age difference too far. Wore a cha-cha suit which suits me, suprisingly, did the cha-cha with sway.... and had a operation inventory with my classmates... haha

Preparation for operation inventory... from the left, Dr Ching, Dr Chee, Dr Low, Dr Ong and Dr. Thim

Halfway there.....

Ok i know what are you thinking (ridiculous right?) But it fits?? haha

RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR Caramba!!!!!!

This is what i got for doind nothing on stage..... Argh! should have done the tango!

New song-I'm Sorry

I wrote this song to apologize for what i have done... Hoping they accept my sincere apology..

Life was dull
I was alone
No one to talk to
Crying all alone

Suddenly you show up
Giving me hopes and dreams
Persueing me to go on
With my one lifetime journey

*
Sorry for what i've done
Sorry for what i've cause
Sorry for telling lies
Sorry for involving you
I regreted for not
Being who i am
Thought i did' make it through
But then, I was wrong....

Thought of giving up hope
Thought of giving up life
Thought of wasting time
Doing nothing for sake

Suddenly you show up
Giving me hopes and dreams
Persueing me to go on
With my one lifetime journey

Repeat**

Yeah~~~
OoooOOooo~~
I was wrong~~~~~

Tagged by myself.....

1-Why are you single?
My expectations are high......

2-Miss any ex's?
never had one... haha

3-What's bothering you right now?
Guilt

4-What are you doing tomorrow?
Operation Inventory

5-Do you miss anyone?
Very much.... When can we meet again??

6-Do you wear a lot of black clothing?
I ain wearing pink!

8-Do you enjoy spending time with your mother?
It depends... Mood changes every minute.

9-Do you like orange juice?
sour or sweet? bitter?? nahh

10-Do you get emotional easily?
Haha, i have to admit, yes!

11-Do you like to cuddle?
Being cuddle no, Cuddle others yes!

12-Can you sleep without blankets covering you?
I feel empty.. =P

13-when was your last trip to the zoo?
GGICM! Worst trip to the zoo... Raining!!

14-Did you feel awkward at all today?
I feel akward dancing in class...

15-Do you think you will be married by the time you are 35?
na-ah! nope, nah, dilch, N-O-NO

16-Did you wake up happy today ?
never waking up happy especially school days

17-What month were you born in?
April

18-Would you ever get a tattoo?
I might.... Might get in Miami

19-Has anyone ever told you that they hated you, seriously?
Everyone does that

20-How often do you take pain medicine?
I'm addicted to it.... heheheh

21-Do you sleep with socks on?
Seldom, only after a sprain or cramp

22-If an ex said they hate you, you say?
Don't you think is too late to hate me now?? heheh

23-What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Sleep.. school is 5am

24-What are you thinking about right now?
Give it to me, NOW! no one's gonna stop me! NOW!

25-How much money is in your wallet?
You banyak tanya la!

26-When is the last time you cried?
A few centuries ago....

27-Ever been on a motorcycle?
My first self driven vehicle (i was only 10) =P

28-What brand of shirt are you wearing now?
Amazing race black-T

29-Did you shower today?
Abuthen? Of course la! Or not i might be call smelly cat again!

30-Are you closer with your mum or dad?
Neither (no offense)

31-Complete the sentence 'This Time Next Year':
Preparing for SPM! Hoping to pass soon!

32-Do you own a laptop?
This time next year! HAHA

Back to school.....

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! Over already??? what is this? Time machine??
Holiadays are over again and school is back, which means sitting in class for hours, not giving a damn what the teacher is babbling about, drooling in class, ok maybe not drool but snore... hehe, and definately gossiping! Today a friend asked me a question. We known each other since form 1 and NOW only she asks me this question, but i still respect it.

JY: Don't you mind when people call you pig or names that insult you? I mean if i were in your shoes i might change school or something.....

Max: I've been a joke to many people during the 16 years i've been on this earth. It means nothing to me when people do such thing. The important thing is you know what is right and what is wrong, you know who you really are and you can diferentiate between right and wrong. I love the way i am the very statisfied with what i have now. But if i can improve myself of course i will improve la! But i'm happy for who i am and i hope you will like me for who i am and not for what i am.

JY: I'm not as strong as you, I hate it when people do it, especially if they do it all the time

Max: Just take it as a joke and just laugh of with them, in that way maybe you could live a happier life then sulking everyday in class.

JY: Life stinks!

Max: Better then not having a life isn't it?

JY: Ya, i guess you're right.

Max: We learn through life as we grow, appreciate what you have and most importantly, never give up!

JY: I'll try....

We continue with gossiping our class teacher paying hefty prices for useless facial which still makes her the same as before.....
Our class teacher have a special talent of 'self-praise'. She love to praise herself especially during her lesson. For instant, we are discussing about the 3R programme by the government and she will slot in a story half way," I never waste anything in my house, i keep things very organize and i always recycle, all my brother and sister, even uncle and aunties all learn from me and they always says that i am a very cautious person and very specific when it come to cleanliness... so you better keep your class clean.... yadaydaydaydayadayadayadayadayadayada and i'm telling you, this can go on for hours!!!! No joke! but all the same, she giving knowledge to us so can't blame her for doing her job right. :P hope she dosn't see this! Teachers are busy finishing the syllubus and we have to act like we understand everything..... Too bad.

Missing the old days............

There's another interact conference this year but is gonna be in Klang instead of Pinang. Once i heard about this year's conference, i immediately thought of last year's conference and the fun we had that time. Our group name was rock 12! Lead by none other then Asyraf! but sadly he might not be able to make it this year as he has to sit his major exam. Then we have tai ka che Ling, she was the eldest among all of us. We also have Kelvin, the geek (no offence), florence, the lady. Evon, the happy-go-lucky type of girl. Ka-Shing, talkative but smart and full of bright ideas boy. Gabriel, our facilitator (we couldn't ask for a better one! Go Gabriel!). Ru Xian, our group's gentleman. Linda, our cute mascot. And we have a gymnast in our group but i kinda forgot her name... (so sorry) and all our beloved group members we spent together that 3 awesome days.
It was great hanging out with you guys and i enjoyed the commercial we all took part in.... (i still can't believe that i'm d grandma!!) Neways hope to meet you guys again~~ Cherio!

どうも すみません.......

I've been thinking these past few days during the holidays. That i have been so stupid to act that way. I kept wishing for time to turn back or to re-do whatever i done. But it's impossible. Although she still goes on with her daily activities and communicate with me as if nothing had happen but deep down inside i know that i have done something real bad and i hurt her as her friend. I myself feel really bad about that incident. It's running in my head asking me what am i suppose to do to make things better. But i'm scare that things might go out of hand. I know that parents are the perfect role models for us to trust but my problems also started with my parents and i got into a fight with them because of this as well. Sometimes we can trust our parents but some things are just meant to be kept to ourselves. I regreted telling them that day. And i really make a fool out of myself for making such bogus lies. I don't want to life in anxiety and worries. I might be a mad woman! But at the same time i want to make things right. I want to talk to her but scare that things might mess up, I want to make things right but thoughts of that incident kept haunting me, no bravery to see her face as what i've brought her. I regret sharing things with the wrong person, i regret doing things that makes me a fool, I want this to end, but i don't know how, even if i have the bravery to tell her she would reply nothing to worry about, but i still have doubts about my wrong doing and this could go on for quite some time but a much shorter period. But after so much i can say, all i can say at the end is I'M SO SO SO SO SORRY! WILL YOU FORGIVE ME? どうも　すみません 私　を ゆる して　いただけますか?

mad lady.....

Have you ever hated... ok hate is a harsh word... lets try dislike. BETTER MUM??!!
Anyway, have you ever dislike someone so badly that you will think of doing does below??

@ Crash him in the head
@ Squeeze his juices out
@ Hit him real hard at the you-know-what-location
@ Punch him in the face until no one recognizes him
@ Break his leg till his crippled his whole life
@ Stab him at the abdomen and twist the knife real hard till he screams like a baby calling MUMMY! MUMMY! MUMMY!

Well i'm in that kind of mood right now. Let's call that person jimbo.
He eats in my house and never wash the dishes,
he uses the computer area and left all the wiring for me to clear up,
he cook at his own pleasure and leave the floor all oily for me to mop,
even the ingredience was left at the kitchen counter for me to wiped of his butt.....
He brought his friend to my house and ramm up the whole place,
I requested for a moment of silent and he goes speaker explosion with d com and the music system. WHAT KIND OF PERSON DOES THIS KIND OF THING???
well actually many ppl do that and i;m lucky he does not do anything that put him behind bars.
anyway F**K OFF!!! MAN!!! COOL IT!

ignore the f word.....

nitez!

HUH??

OK! first thing first. My exams are around d corner and i'm not studying during the day time. Instead i stay up till 4am to study and do my folios? what kind of student does that??
stupid act seriously. And i'm calling myself stupid! Genius!

Still got tonns to do and i'm in front of the com typing my blog....

i can't seem to move....

i'm too cold out.

help me....~~~~~~~~

MOVE I SAY MOVE!! MOVE!! MOVE!! MOVE!!

hehe.. nitez!

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