Monday, December 29, 2008

An outing I will NEVER forget. Bwahahahahah!!

The 'random' outing...

Cast:

Vivian Choong ( D adult who owns a DRIVING LICENSE)
Maxine.. me! ( The one full with huh and hah??)
last but not least Shereen Choong ( The baby in da jusco house!!)



Actually, we didn't have this planned out properly...


It started when I called Shereen to get the pictures of my BAKP camp and suddenly she wanted me to go voer her place. I said:" aiyah no need la mafan your mum" Then we ended up hanging out in jusco wangsa maju.

We started off in Mcd's. Poor Vivian and Shereen was having mouth ulser while i was enjoying my delicious, mouth-watering Mcd set meat. MMMmmmmm. slurp! *lick tougue* And yet they couldn resist the scrumptious sight, they had to get one of their own. But they had to share... At least is better then nothing....



Here is a picture of us 'buat pasal' in the souvenirs apartment.

Vivian : Eh eh eh eh!!! u see this "wu gui" so cute!!! i love it leh.... How much ar??

*check the price* Wah so expensive.... *almost in tears*

Maxine : Eh you see this santa hat.... i want one.. 10 bucks?? xiao! Take photo lo~~

Shereen : yayayayaya

Vivan : Camera camera. kk. you take this, i take the 'wu gui', you take this teddy... (yada

yada yada..... goes on~~~ 3 mins)

Maxine : *bisik bisik* eh that counter lady staring at us le.......

Vivian : *pretend to be a descent shopper* RM9.90.... wan to buy ar? Mummy dun let wor....

Maxine : OK! she 'zhao' already!!!

Shereen : Yeay, picture time!!!!


At this pic, we were in the arcades playing random machines. We saw this one-of-a-kind that is similiar to whack a mole, at the same time we were so damn frustrated and irritated about someone on this planet, we all bought d tokens and started whacking. Whacking crocodiles!!!! heheh we had LOTS n LOTS n LOTS of fun... Might even come back next time and paste that someone's pic there.... Hehehehehehehehe



Here is a pic of SHEREEN CHOONG WAI THENG babbling about god knows what she's babbling. I'm doing her biodata kindheartedly and i was accused being mean to her. WTH??? T.T it just breaks my heart..... SHUDDUP LA! eat your beloved toasted bread!! Seriously, one day without it, she'll go cuckoo and go lunatic!

Later we went for some tako.. U know those japanese ball. Its delicious but that was my first try. AND I LOVE IT!!! yum!!! We had cheese and ham. We offer the youngest girl to have the first one. She was the having her first bite and she was in heavens. All of a sudden, it became drastic. Observe the picture below.....
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TADA!!!! It ended up on her pants.... You can still see the pieces of tako at her pants....

She was wailing at vivian... Kesian shereen, we laugh n laugh till we cried XDDDDDDDD. Vivian ended up feeding her the left overs of the tako. Ever since this incident, whenever i missed tako, shereen will shout at me :" lick from my pants la!!! is still in the laundry!!!" Wah shereen don't you tell me your pants is still unwashed??? Ewwwwwww

p.s. jkjk dun marah=P

Till then!! cherio!!!

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Tired......

I wasn't able to start any extra classes especially tuition
as I was really exhausted by all the school activities.

List of stuff.....
* President report dateline - tomorrow
* House sport namelist dateline - today
* Club and uniform body report book dateline - after 2 days.
* Homework - tomorrow
* Sleeping dateline - NEVER!

Another sleepless night again i suppose.....

We were actually helping out with the SPBT system during the
last three periods when we were suppose to study EST and Add
Maths. But it was nice not to study, might sleep in class again
anyway. I was so exhausted tat I was sleeping sitting up straight.
(luckily didn't drool...... ew!)

nothing really happen today so.........


DDDDDDDDDDX

T.T back to homework............ WTH ARE THE HOLIDAYS???

Alamak, more work??!!

I have been seriously busy the past few weeks with camps, test adn stuff, mainly with girl guides. Ha..... time to update my blog, although i have limited viewers.. heheheheh neway..... i just came back form organizing a three days two night camp in the GG hq in brickfields, also known as bricky, and i actually fell sick, what a prefect time for bad fate to befall me at that time. Was actually dead on the bed, mum had to come to the rescue as i was to stubborn to go to the clinics. Talk about needles and meds, i rather stay home and be sick all month. Ew!!!!


After this week, i have to start on my three month project and at the same time updating and doing new log books, or should i say log books needed for my bengkel selalu sedia. Hope i'm mentally and physically prepared for it, big challenge i need to face as next year i'm already form 5 so ganbatte. Anyway, my computer is a little slow and my the other computer is kinda raided my virus i have no fast speed computers at the moment so pictures will be uploaded next time, don't worry, the pictures are worth waiting as emberessing pictures of SOME body is gonna be posted. heheheheh the blissful sisters, or should i say the C sisters, you are so busTed...


MWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH oh by the way i saw your latest post..... WTF?????????? it was a special effect, let's be open minded shall we, and lets head toward the positive side of the brain, not negative..... hehehehhe you guys must be staring at the computer thinking i'm talking to myself. ANYWAY.... i'll try my very best for the next update k??? see ya next time!! MUAKX

Monday, December 8, 2008

Argh!!!!!!

So much to do so little time............... BAKP is this thursday and my log books are not done.... AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Monday, November 24, 2008

Deaf sentence

Like i said before, i'm not happy with the way things are in my family. People cry in my house, shout in my house, throw things in my house and steal things in my house till we have to lock our room doors everytime we leavText Colore our room. Is more like a hostel then a "home sweet home". I tend to get scare when i enter the building, scare of what misfortune befalls me. It hurts to see people suffering in the builiding. I hate to see this but it is still my only home. Where else can i run to? Only my bedroom is available during this period.


Recently i was involve in a fight in the building. Recieve a huge slap with great momentem that causes bleeding and clotting in my ear drum. Thats where i recieve my deaf sentence. But i finally get to experience the feeling of being partially deaf. I couldn't hear things properly and ended up asking repeated question to a same person. I couldn't hear properly the sounds from the surrounding that i used to hear. It was a quiter world where i was alonText Colore. At least the space is finally there for me to clear my mind out on what to do.


On proper decisions and proper plans for my future, mainly college life. The best way to avoid all this and concentrate on my studies and be myself. Doing whatever i want before is too late. When i saw the doc today, my heart was soothed by the words he uttered. I won't get deaf, he said, but still medication is a must! Due date is the next two days, i had to becareful and cautions steps have to be taken. I don't wanna be deaf, music is my life!


I was insane to be involved in that kind of fight. "GROW UP GIRL! You're a mature lady and old enough to figure that sense out of ya head! you have a major life ahead of you! Appreciate what you have bud!" That always comes into my mind whenever depression concoures me. Is true though, i have to live with it no matter what! Is my relations and I have responsibilities towards them, even they treat me bad or they hurt me so much, i still have to respect them for who they are.


Well, things have been piling up during the holidays and there are much to be done! so work with me! mind, body, get set, GO!!!!!!! Think and stay positive, one of the best mind motivations. Smile everyday, do your part and stay healthy!! See ya!!

GOOD NIGHT EVERYBODY!

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Overcome by misery

i am surrounded by misery right now. People around me are not around me, whenever i need them the most they flee, whenever i need advise they are busy doing their own stuff. I haven cry for quite some time and is hard for me to cry. Even the highest level of stress can't make me cry. And i'm crying right now in front of my computer as i type this blog. Because the only thing that can make me cry is my family.


They complain that they never got a chance to talk to me and understand me better, but what is happening is they do have the time, is just they don;t have the time to remeber the things i said to them. It is correct that i'm not happy with my family, I'm not statisfied with the way i'm treated and i don't mind. From that incident i learn to live on my own, i learn to do things myself and i learn to solve my own problems, even sometimes i try my luck for a slight attention from them, FAT CHANCE! only times when i ignore them totally, then only they grab the opportunity to 'help' me but that's only for a few moment.


Sometimes i try to make them understand but they never think froma differennt aspect, they are confident with their own opinion that they seldom hear mine. Is also a common thing that i'm used to and i try hard not to complain. But the more i keep it to myself, the harder it is for me to go on with life, i couldn't breath at times and sometimes negative thought would concoure me. It haunts me everytime and i defend myself with positive thoughts, what is left of it.


I admit that stress is the thing i'm handling right now. But i don't take it as a stressful period of time but i take it as a challenge, a challenge that i'm able to cope with, a training for my college life and a learning journey to success. But soemtimes i doubt myself for achieving so many things at once. I'm scare at times but i don't wanna be. I wanna be strong. I wan to stadn on my own two feet and not depend on others.

Monday, October 20, 2008

Expressive song!

The 7 things i hate about you! At first i didn;t like the song... but then i can't get it out of my head after listening a few times... 7 Things by Miley Cyrus

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we've shared

It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
Now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change until you hear, my dear
The 7 things I hate about you

[Chorus]
The 7 things I hate about you (oh you)
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and it's silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
And when you mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here

[Chorus]
The 7 things I hate about you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention
The 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's
And when we kiss, I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buyY
our hand in mineWhen we're intertwined everything's alright
I want to be
With the one I know
And the 7th thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you
You do (oh)

I wanna dedicate this song to someone..... 7 things i hate and love about you.
Muakx!

稻香by jay chou

I'm addicted to this new song from jay chou.... Dao Xiang. This song gives motivation to all of us to persue our dreams and never give up hope. Enjoy!

對這個世界如果你有太多的抱怨
dui zhe ge shi jie ru guo ni you tai duo de bao yuan
Look out to this world [around you] if you have too many grievances,

跌倒了就不敢繼續往前走
die dao le jiu bu gan ji xu wang qian zou
After fallen, you lose the courage to move forward

為什麼人要這麼的脆弱 墮落
wei shen me ren yao zhe me de cui ruo duo luo
Why do people need to be so weak and useless?

請你打開電視看看
qing ni da kai dian shi kan kan
Please switch on the television and see for yourself

多少人為生命在努力勇敢的走下去
duo shao ren wei sheng ming zai nu li yong gan de zou xia qu
So many people living their lives working hard and moving forward

我們是不是該知足
wo men shi bu shi gai zhi zu
Shouldn’t we be content,

珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有
zhen xi yi qie jiu suan mei you yong you
Cherish everything even if we don’t possess them

*Chorus Starts*

還記得你說家是唯一的城堡
hai ji de ni shuo jia shi wei yi de cheng bao
Still remember you said home is the only castle

隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
sui zhe dao xiang he liu ji xu ben pao
I continued running following the paddy fragrance, the flowing stream

微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
wei wei xiao xiao shi hou de meng wo zhi dao
Smiling, I know [this is] the childhood dreams

不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑
bu yao ku rang ying huo chong dai zhe ni tao pao
Don’t cry, let the fireflies take you away

鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
xiang jian de ge yao yong yuan de yi kao
You can always depend in folk songs

回家吧 回到最初的美好
hui jia ba hui dao zui chu de mei hao
Go home, return to the happy past

*Chorus Ends*

不要這麼容易就想放棄 就像我說的
bu yao zhe me rong yi jiu xiang fang qi jiu xiang wo shuo de
Don’t give up so easily, just like what I said,

追不到的夢想 換個夢不就得了
zhui bu dao de meng xiang huan ge meng bu jiu de liao
If the dream can’t be reached, just follow another dream

為自己的人生鮮艷上色
wei zi ji de ren sheng xian yan shang se
First, add bright colours to your own life

先把愛塗上喜歡的顏色
xian ba ai tu shang xi huan de yan se
First, paint love on your favourite colour

笑一個吧 功成名就不是目的
xiao yi ge ba gong cheng ming jiu bu shi mu di
Smile, fame and success isn’t the aim

讓自己快樂快樂這才叫做意義
rang zi ji kuai le kuai le zhe cai jiao zuo yi yi
Be happy, happiness is the whole meaning

童年的紙飛機 現在終於飛回我手裡
tong niang de zhi fei ji xian zai zhong yu fei hui wo shou li
The paper plane of childhood [that I released] finally return back to me

所謂的那快樂 赤腳在田裡追蜻蜓追到累了
suo wei de na kuai le chi jiao zai tian li zhui qing ting zhui dao lei le
The so-called happiness, [is] chasing dragonflies in the fields barefooted till exhausted

偷摘水果被蜜蜂給叮到怕了 誰在偷笑呢
tou zhai shui guo bei mi feng gei ding dao pa le shui zai tou xiao ne
Stung by bees so much while stealing fruits until i’m scared, who’s laughing [at me]?

我靠著稻草人吹著風唱著歌睡著了
wo kao zhe dao cao ren chui zhe feng chang zhe ge shui zhao le
Leaning against the scarecrow, enjoying the wind and singing songs till falling asleep

哦 哦 午後吉他在蟲鳴中更清脆
o o wu hou ji ta zai chong ming zhong geng qing cui
Oh~ Oh~ In the afternoon, the guitar sound more sharp amidst the cries of insects

哦 哦 陽光灑在路上就不怕心碎
o o yang guang sa zai lu shang jiu bu pa xin sui
Oh~ Oh~ There’s no need to fear for heartbreak as the sun is lighting up the path

珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有#
zhen xi yi qie jiu suan mei you yong you
Cherish everything even if we don’t possess them

Repeat chorus x 2

The english is direct translation hope you don;t mind....

Friday, October 17, 2008

Form 5~~~

Wow! Time do fly when you're having fun, or should i say having stressful times?? After the first week of final examinations, still got a week to go for all the paper 2's. Just came back from tuition and teacher is already teaching the first topic of form 5. I 've always wanted to finish secondory school as soon as possible, i wanted to leave home and leave a new life on my own, but i this feeling just came and overpower me when the first topic came to my mine... Is a feeling of fear, a feeling that i might not catch up and the feeling that i might not be able to handle real life situation. Suddenly i wanted all to slow down, i don;t want it to end. I 'm lost in space, I don't know what to think, or what to do except concentrate on my studies and finish what i aim to do. PPPWPKL is having a brownie camp tomorrow, good luck to those who are involve!! And hope all brownies are able to achieve the golden wing! Ganbatte kudasai! I love the melody of I'm yours by Jason Mraz.... If i have the time I think I'm gonna learn the acoustic version... heres the lyrics.. I'm yours~~~~

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to get you but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracksand
now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And It's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Scooch on closer dear
And i will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm your's

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours
Please don't, please don't, please don't
There's no need to complicate
Cause our time is short
This this this is out fate, I'm yours!~~~

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Baseball! or softball or chaseball.. (acc to my teacher) or whatever they call it.

I'm addicted to baseball right now. Is actually quite fun when you yourself are in the game then watching the game. HOME RUN! my friend will shout. One point to blue house! hehe
raning here gonna stop.

bye for now!

Monday, October 13, 2008

Ai Caramba!!!

I feel guilty for getting something for doing nothing. haha. I should have done the tango. Come to think of it, maybe a funny dance will do the trick, well it work for him, i mean daniel...
He's kinda cute by the way.. from Sabah.... Too bad. Age difference too far. Wore a cha-cha suit which suits me, suprisingly, did the cha-cha with sway.... and had a operation inventory with my classmates... haha



Preparation for operation inventory... from the left, Dr Ching, Dr Chee, Dr Low, Dr Ong and Dr. Thim


Halfway there.....

Ok i know what are you thinking (ridiculous right?) But it fits?? haha


RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR Caramba!!!!!!

This is what i got for doind nothing on stage..... Argh! should have done the tango!

Thursday, October 9, 2008

New song-I'm Sorry

I wrote this song to apologize for what i have done... Hoping they accept my sincere apology..

Life was dull
I was alone
No one to talk to
Crying all alone

Suddenly you show up
Giving me hopes and dreams
Persueing me to go on
With my one lifetime journey

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Sorry for what i've done
Sorry for what i've cause
Sorry for telling lies
Sorry for involving you
I regreted for not
Being who i am
Thought i did' make it through
But then, I was wrong....

Thought of giving up hope
Thought of giving up life
Thought of wasting time
Doing nothing for sake

Suddenly you show up
Giving me hopes and dreams
Persueing me to go on
With my one lifetime journey

Repeat**

Yeah~~~
OoooOOooo~~
I was wrong~~~~~

Tagged by myself.....

1-Why are you single?
My expectations are high......

2-Miss any ex's?
never had one... haha

3-What's bothering you right now?
Guilt

4-What are you doing tomorrow?
Operation Inventory

5-Do you miss anyone?
Very much.... When can we meet again??

6-Do you wear a lot of black clothing?
I ain wearing pink!

8-Do you enjoy spending time with your mother?
It depends... Mood changes every minute.

9-Do you like orange juice?
sour or sweet? bitter?? nahh

10-Do you get emotional easily?
Haha, i have to admit, yes!

11-Do you like to cuddle?
Being cuddle no, Cuddle others yes!

12-Can you sleep without blankets covering you?
I feel empty.. =P

13-when was your last trip to the zoo?
GGICM! Worst trip to the zoo... Raining!!

14-Did you feel awkward at all today?
I feel akward dancing in class...

15-Do you think you will be married by the time you are 35?
na-ah! nope, nah, dilch, N-O-NO

16-Did you wake up happy today ?
never waking up happy especially school days

17-What month were you born in?
April

18-Would you ever get a tattoo?
I might.... Might get in Miami

19-Has anyone ever told you that they hated you, seriously?
Everyone does that

20-How often do you take pain medicine?
I'm addicted to it.... heheheh

21-Do you sleep with socks on?
Seldom, only after a sprain or cramp

22-If an ex said they hate you, you say?
Don't you think is too late to hate me now?? heheh

23-What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Sleep.. school is 5am

24-What are you thinking about right now?
Give it to me, NOW! no one's gonna stop me! NOW!

25-How much money is in your wallet?
You banyak tanya la!

26-When is the last time you cried?
A few centuries ago....

27-Ever been on a motorcycle?
My first self driven vehicle (i was only 10) =P

28-What brand of shirt are you wearing now?
Amazing race black-T

29-Did you shower today?
Abuthen? Of course la! Or not i might be call smelly cat again!

30-Are you closer with your mum or dad?
Neither (no offense)

31-Complete the sentence 'This Time Next Year':
Preparing for SPM! Hoping to pass soon!

32-Do you own a laptop?
This time next year! HAHA

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Back to school.....

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! Over already??? what is this? Time machine??
Holiadays are over again and school is back, which means sitting in class for hours, not giving a damn what the teacher is babbling about, drooling in class, ok maybe not drool but snore... hehe, and definately gossiping! Today a friend asked me a question. We known each other since form 1 and NOW only she asks me this question, but i still respect it.

JY: Don't you mind when people call you pig or names that insult you? I mean if i were in your shoes i might change school or something.....

Max: I've been a joke to many people during the 16 years i've been on this earth. It means nothing to me when people do such thing. The important thing is you know what is right and what is wrong, you know who you really are and you can diferentiate between right and wrong. I love the way i am the very statisfied with what i have now. But if i can improve myself of course i will improve la! But i'm happy for who i am and i hope you will like me for who i am and not for what i am.

JY: I'm not as strong as you, I hate it when people do it, especially if they do it all the time

Max: Just take it as a joke and just laugh of with them, in that way maybe you could live a happier life then sulking everyday in class.

JY: Life stinks!

Max: Better then not having a life isn't it?

JY: Ya, i guess you're right.

Max: We learn through life as we grow, appreciate what you have and most importantly, never give up!

JY: I'll try....

We continue with gossiping our class teacher paying hefty prices for useless facial which still makes her the same as before.....
Our class teacher have a special talent of 'self-praise'. She love to praise herself especially during her lesson. For instant, we are discussing about the 3R programme by the government and she will slot in a story half way," I never waste anything in my house, i keep things very organize and i always recycle, all my brother and sister, even uncle and aunties all learn from me and they always says that i am a very cautious person and very specific when it come to cleanliness... so you better keep your class clean.... yadaydaydaydayadayadayadayadayadayada and i'm telling you, this can go on for hours!!!! No joke! but all the same, she giving knowledge to us so can't blame her for doing her job right. :P hope she dosn't see this! Teachers are busy finishing the syllubus and we have to act like we understand everything..... Too bad.

Monday, October 6, 2008

Missing the old days............

There's another interact conference this year but is gonna be in Klang instead of Pinang. Once i heard about this year's conference, i immediately thought of last year's conference and the fun we had that time. Our group name was rock 12! Lead by none other then Asyraf! but sadly he might not be able to make it this year as he has to sit his major exam. Then we have tai ka che Ling, she was the eldest among all of us. We also have Kelvin, the geek (no offence), florence, the lady. Evon, the happy-go-lucky type of girl. Ka-Shing, talkative but smart and full of bright ideas boy. Gabriel, our facilitator (we couldn't ask for a better one! Go Gabriel!). Ru Xian, our group's gentleman. Linda, our cute mascot. And we have a gymnast in our group but i kinda forgot her name... (so sorry) and all our beloved group members we spent together that 3 awesome days.
It was great hanging out with you guys and i enjoyed the commercial we all took part in.... (i still can't believe that i'm d grandma!!) Neways hope to meet you guys again~~ Cherio!

Sunday, October 5, 2008

どうも すみません.......

I've been thinking these past few days during the holidays. That i have been so stupid to act that way. I kept wishing for time to turn back or to re-do whatever i done. But it's impossible. Although she still goes on with her daily activities and communicate with me as if nothing had happen but deep down inside i know that i have done something real bad and i hurt her as her friend. I myself feel really bad about that incident. It's running in my head asking me what am i suppose to do to make things better. But i'm scare that things might go out of hand. I know that parents are the perfect role models for us to trust but my problems also started with my parents and i got into a fight with them because of this as well. Sometimes we can trust our parents but some things are just meant to be kept to ourselves. I regreted telling them that day. And i really make a fool out of myself for making such bogus lies. I don't want to life in anxiety and worries. I might be a mad woman! But at the same time i want to make things right. I want to talk to her but scare that things might mess up, I want to make things right but thoughts of that incident kept haunting me, no bravery to see her face as what i've brought her. I regret sharing things with the wrong person, i regret doing things that makes me a fool, I want this to end, but i don't know how, even if i have the bravery to tell her she would reply nothing to worry about, but i still have doubts about my wrong doing and this could go on for quite some time but a much shorter period. But after so much i can say, all i can say at the end is I'M SO SO SO SO SORRY! WILL YOU FORGIVE ME? どうも すみません 私 を ゆる して いただけますか?

Thursday, October 2, 2008

mad lady.....

Have you ever hated... ok hate is a harsh word... lets try dislike. BETTER MUM??!!
Anyway, have you ever dislike someone so badly that you will think of doing does below??


@ Crash him in the head
@ Squeeze his juices out
@ Hit him real hard at the you-know-what-location
@ Punch him in the face until no one recognizes him
@ Break his leg till his crippled his whole life
@ Stab him at the abdomen and twist the knife real hard till he screams like a baby calling MUMMY! MUMMY! MUMMY!


Well i'm in that kind of mood right now. Let's call that person jimbo.
He eats in my house and never wash the dishes,
he uses the computer area and left all the wiring for me to clear up,
he cook at his own pleasure and leave the floor all oily for me to mop,
even the ingredience was left at the kitchen counter for me to wiped of his butt.....
He brought his friend to my house and ramm up the whole place,
I requested for a moment of silent and he goes speaker explosion with d com and the music system. WHAT KIND OF PERSON DOES THIS KIND OF THING???
well actually many ppl do that and i;m lucky he does not do anything that put him behind bars.
anyway F**K OFF!!! MAN!!! COOL IT!


ignore the f word.....

nitez!

HUH??

OK! first thing first. My exams are around d corner and i'm not studying during the day time. Instead i stay up till 4am to study and do my folios? what kind of student does that??
stupid act seriously. And i'm calling myself stupid! Genius!

Still got tonns to do and i'm in front of the com typing my blog....

i can't seem to move....

i'm too cold out.

help me....~~~~~~~~

MOVE I SAY MOVE!! MOVE!! MOVE!! MOVE!!

hehe.. nitez!

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri......

Masak lemang sambile berdiri,
Hendak makan di aidilfitri,
Nak hantar kad raya posmen dah cuti!
Hanya ni dapat ku beri...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN....

Sempena hari raya yang mulia ini,
ku pinta keampunan atas kesilapan yang telah ku lakukan,
agar ku mohon seribu kemaafan dapat diberikan,
walaupun ku sampai melalui laman web,
Raya ini makin cover yerw kenangan ada yang lebih comel!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.....

Anak Pak Dollah makan lepat,
makan lepat sambil melompat,
Nak hantar kad raya memangla sempat,
tapi pakai ini lagilah jimat

SELAMAT HARI RAYA
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.....

Monday, September 29, 2008

Restless days...........

I feel so restless especially during the holidays. i have always wanted holidays and now i've got them, i feel like i have nothing to do when i have tonns of things i should be doing... i mean... Apa NI??? i have to start pushing myself... and at the same time i don't want the holidays to end so quickly... one week pass juz a snap ya know... sad...

Homework done!!




Fuuooooh!!
Homework done at last!! Now with a little bit of rest....

of to studying for the finals...

Love the My School Rock finals!!!!

Team Malaysia although you didn't win, but i love your choreography,

your showmanship, your tidiness and those cute outfits!!

And you guys did an amazing job despite you are the youngest one there!!

I'm proud of you guys... you can do it better next time!!! MY SCHOOL ROCK!!!

This is my school's HSM team....
(although we didn't participate in the competition)


Xze Yin, the youngest member in our team, and me.

Ho Yan, the most resourceful choreographer


Our post before the performance....


The full team member of my school's HSM team, from the left, myself, Ho Yan, Sze Yin and Julianna.... Go Team!!!!!!!

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Life Sucks!

Rockstar!!- Miley cyrus.....that song is stuck in my head!

poof! i'm starved!! waiting for the water to boil.... maggie here i come!!

o(. .)o
( . )
()(")(") silly monkey.........

my friend sent this to me.... Thank you. i APPRECIATE IT A LOT!

o
/l> I realize...
jl

o/
/l i'm just an ordinary human being......
jl



but you on the other hand.......

<). .(> is something
( (oo) ) out of the
(..) (..) ordinary.......

Another message by my friend........

when
i
look
at
you,
you
hide
your
head,
you
don't
even
dare
to
look
at
my
face,
when
i
saw
you
blushing,
i
know
you
were
shy
at
that
moment.....
u
think
I
haven't
found
out?
did
you fart?? hahahaha

All form 5's are gonna love this.....

15 trees were chop to produce only one examination paper for SPM, so save our forest trees by saying NO to SPM!! spread the news to everyone you know sitting the examination this year...... LONG LIVE FOREST OF MALAYSIA!!!

And a very close friend sent this to me a few minutes ago.....

Simple music makes you sing,
simple words makes you feel good,
if simple things can make you happy,
Hope a simple person like me messaging you
will make you smile....
xoxoxo


NITEZ EVERYONE!!!





Friday, September 26, 2008

Holadays Finally!!!! (Well only one week)

DA HOLADAYS ARE FINALLY HERE!! let's not get too excited is only a week, what difference can it make plus the exams are right after hols. ARGH!!! got to study study study study!!!! NO MORE FUN FOR ME BOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOO.!!

Thursday, September 25, 2008

school sucks!

Ah Shucks!!!!..........................

Hari Raya Aidilfitri is just round the corner.... Selamat Hari Raya everyone.... Safe driving!!! Make sure u buckle up!! The homeworks are rolling in like nobody's business..... Got 2 sets of SPM questions from my BM teacher...... if i seriously count the sets of questions we done... god knows hw many sets we have done and got scolding over it... haha. Got loads of experiment report to be done during the holidays and most of the experiments are not as exciting as booming d lab.... that's a story one could tell.... Done tonns of filing today for our english teacher when she was suppose to do it herself.... Miss our class for doing her that favour... Which is good... i don't want to get caught in class drooling again. Ooopss too much info! Ah snap! got an aural test tomorrow... got to guggle my throat tonight before sleeping.. which i don't know what time... Haiz biasala for teenagers these days.... Imagine if we were in college of universiti... Exams are right after raya. Talk about a raya meriah... And have you seen the exam period.. three whole weeks!! is like 3 years! I don't know how am i able to bare with it... i might go bonkers even before my exams starts!!! Got to study hard and really score this time. Abuuuuuuuuuuuuu....... I miss guiding.... Got ban to even set foot in the hq.... neways got to go back to studying.

ending my post with Owh Shucks!!!!!.................

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Random stuff bout me....

BASICS
Name:
Maxine

Middle Name:
sillypig…… I think

Age:
16 going to 17.. hoping to be 18 soon

Birthday:
19 April 1992….. grand daughter of Perak Sultan

Hair Color:
black

Eye Color:
Black brown

Body Type:
erm…. I would describe cute body.. great posture.. a type where all boys will crave for.

Birthplace:
Tung Shin Hospital…. Eerie place

Hometown:
Kota Bahru, Bentong and KL

FAVORITES

Color:
Black, white

Sport:
swimming, badminton, dancing, camping… love it

Music:
everything that does not include snoring, farting, burbing, and icky voices

Song:
It depends on my mood

Movie:
Something that includes Musical

Subject In School:
English, Maths, Add Maths, Biology, Chemistry.

Video Game:
Not really into it…..

Music Artist:
Vanessa Hudgens!!! Love her!!

Actress:
Not really sure actually….oh Shu Yi, Karen Mok…

Actor:
Jim Carrey, Robbie Williams, Pierce Brosnan (Hansom giler), Brendan Frasor, Jackie Chan, Huge Laurie!!!

T.V. Show:
House, CSI, CSI Miami, CSI New York

Holiday:
Italy, Hawaii, New Zealand..

Ice Cream:
Lava!!! Ma Fav

Book:
Detective books… Erm Ah Nancy Drew..

Day or Night:
8pm till wee hours of night…. Clubbing time

Season:
Winter

FRIENDS AND LIFE

Do you like anyone?
Ahem…. No can tell

Which one of your friends acts the most like you?
Max!!!

Who's the loudest?
I have to say myself…..

Who have you known the longest of your friends?
My Music Partner….

Who's the shyest?
no one in my life actually……

Are you close to any family members?
it depends…..

When you cried the most:
infanity!!!! …….(swt)

What's the best feeling in the world:
If I get my determinations straight Worst Feeling: when I’m alone

Worst Feeling:
when I’m alone

IN A BOY OR GIRL

Hair Color:
Black and dark brown definitely!

Eye Color:
black n big…..

Short or Long Hair:
it doesn’t matter…

Skinny or Thick:
I wan someone like Bernard (u mite not know him)

Cute or Sexy:
both

Nice or Mean:
at times…. Both!

Quiet or Loud:
loud

Lazy or Playful:
Playful!! N crazy!

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON

You touched:
my teddy bear!!!

You talked to on the phone:
Arulselvi….

You hugged:
My teddy!!

You instant messaged:
Alyea lalat!!

You kissed:
A bowling ball…..

You yelled at:
Someone cloze

Who text messaged you:
Cute butt….

Who broke your heart:
My cloze up…

Who told you they loved you:
no one…..

Fought:
My Cloze up as well

You told you loved them:
I love everyone…..

Checked Out :
no one

HAVE YOU EVER

Fallen for your best friend:
what kind of question is that??

Made out with JUST a friend:
WTF!! Shut up!! nex question

Kissed two people in the same day:
Who set this questions?

Had sex with two different people in the same day:
i have a rules against boys…..

Been rejected:
never!!!

Been in love:
never.......again….

Been used:
absolute!!!

Done something you regret:
ya and is right now….

Cheated on someone:
ya my brother when v were in kinder…

Been called a tease:
no but I tease ppl…. Haha entertainment purposes…

Broke someones heart:
yep!!!

Skipped School :
of coz!!!

Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have :
well…. ya

Done something embarrassing:
yes...

Used Drugs:
panadol? asprin? pi pa gou??

FINISH EACH SENTENCE:

Let's walk on the:
the firing lane of doom…..

Let's run through:
all d misery in the world!!

Let's look at the:
hey sexy lady…. Naughty!!!

What a nice:
food set.... macaroni and cheese!!!

Where did all the:
handsome go??

Why can't you:
kiss me??

Silly, little:
bugger… and I mean it!!

Tell me:
that I’m not underage!!

RANDOM


Your Good Luck Charm:
don’t have one… faith!

Person You Hate Most:
Get out of my life!!

Best Thing That Has Happened :
Personal…

Who makes you laugh the most:
it depends….

Makes you smile:
everyone.. everywhere,,, everytime…

Has A Crush On You:
who is that stalker??

Do You Have A Crush On Someone :
I would say yes!!!

Do you want kids:
it depends again…

Ever got your ass kicked:
yep… everyday in school!!

Biggest weakness:
can’t sit or stand still..

Do you trust yourself:
I do have doubts...

Do you trust others:
there’s a lie between believe…

Would you back down to a fight:
if it really pisses me off!!!!

Who would you die for:
the person I love most….