Studying part of my life???

You know how studying can be a part of my life???? *SHOCK*

I didn't even know it's possible. I didn't even know I was capable of studying....

YES! I can study, but just a mere 20 minutes then I'm dead..

Especially when it comes to theory & stuff.... UGH!!! No way those stuff are going in my brain..

Its like you're going for a vacation where you packed shitloads of suitcases and you have to figure a way to jigsaw puzzle it into your car trunk. That's exactly how I feel...

First time in my life, I'm taking exams so seriously. Never in my life would I stay in school till freakin' 4pm to study........ ANNNNNNNNNNNND!!! It lasted for 3 WEEKS!!!! I can't believe that I actually did that, let alone stepping foot into the library.....

"There goes my bad girl reputation as bad girls don't go to the library... And i admit that i do."

But all well ends well, I finally forced myself into studying PP....

* It started of with "I HATE YOU".... Then, I pictured doraemon with His magic tools....

* When I realize it ain't happening, i came to my senses and started memorizing

* Then I started to go hungry... Being the lazy girl that I am, I didn't hunt for food, instead food chains interrupted my PP facts....

* From there loads of food came into my mind.... (DAMN! I want my student card!)

* Then I grew sleepy.....

* Sleepier....

* Slight snooze........

* Drop dead!

But at the end, I eventually manage to wake up and struggle through my bags, pack up and off to dreamland. You would be surprise how many things actually went through my mind that I couldn't sleep much that night... DANG you stupid memorizing!!

I still have to figure a way to force everything into that complicated organ of mine... Why can't I just have a pendrive slot on my brain?? It would make things SOOOOO much easier....

Hmmmmmm, I wonder.......

Exam Fever

Haven't in my whole life, I've even had this feeling running through me, well except when i was so determine to achieve Queen Guide... (Sampai 5 packet nescafe pown x jadi..).....

I always take education so easily, I never prioritize them over this 11 schooling years. Now that Ive step foot into Form 6, things actually vend over the corner quite alot.

I have the adrenaline to study and work for the best during examinations. Especially for this final year exam, I find myself working extra hard just so to prove to myself, and a certain amount of ppl that I can make it, no matter what comes by, i still can get at least a passing score in form 6. Sincerely saying, If i would to achieve at least 50% in all of the subjects, I would really fly.

Is just that i can't believe i'm starting to perk up from my laziness and start working out everything. From Economics to Maths. (bare in mind that I used to hate economics). Now that I find myself focusing these both subjects as my about-to-be major subjects, I kinda like economics now. Maybe is the excitement when i'm able to solve most of the question, but still, everything you do must start with an interest.

Anyway..... My class had been the most 'interesting' I've ever got. Different personality and different colours in just a class of 9. There's even pakistani muslim and singh in our class which is really rare for a small class like ours....

Why 'interesting' i say?? well.....

Aw Maxine : I wan to kiss TASH wit my fishy mouth!

Tashveen Gill : WHr IS MY HANNAH MONTANA ruler!

Syafiqah Hanafi : F6 susah! Fatin:btul!Eyna ShahTina, MAXINE jeles u syg me more than her

Puteri Serene : Hey wt do u guys want to do for PBSM?

Christina : Talk crap

Clarissa Lee : Cn AL OF U KEEP QUIET ANOT! BISING! I Cnt DO MY WORK!

Now that's exam fever.....

Aw Maxine : STUDY LAR!!!
Tashveen : Eh hasina, pinjam pp notes
Syafiqah : Eh, cepat la bace.. nt pn thaju nk tnye wei....
Eyna : Studies half way then start talking crap
Puteri : Eh econs ade hwk x?
Tina : talking to claire "I see wwat i want to answer, then i compare my answer to the longman, shortman, fatman, thinman book...
Fatin : BELAH LA KAO!!!
syaima : "smiles innocently everytime making us wonder wats going thru her mind

laz but not least

Claire : Shit lo, i very scare lo, this dunno that dunno, die lo die lo...

hahahaha Loads of character.... Mite as well we juz reenact this whole scene on stage... heheh Good luck ppl for exam!!!

Troubled society

All this while i've always complaint about BGS teachers being SOOO freakin' brainless...
Turns out I was wrong.

As form 6 in KHP, each of us are required to do a research on any topic we desired. It may be a topic we are interested in, or a topic related to any of our subjects we're studying. I was so confident when I heard we have to start our research by this week. I had my father on my side, I have friends who have done tonns of research, and I have relatives that can give me proper advice on a good research.....

So that was what i fucking did. I asked my friends, my relatives and my dad for a proper topic to come up with, and there all asked me the same question...... What is your interest???
DUH!!!! Of course music la!!! I can't survive without music. That is how I de-stress myself everytime I'm stressed up or depress.

So they ask me to relate my topic to my interest. At last My mum and I came up with 'Classical Music is not the choice of teenagers'.. Sounds professional right?? That's what a research is all about. You do a research, you upgrade yourself, and go a level higher then where you are before.

After I got my topic, I had loads of ideas running through my mind. I knew exactly what to include in my research, I knew the sources, I knew the people I can talk to, I knew what to relate to... I was soooooo confident in my research that I just started my research late last night.
And to my amazement, I found more sources then I already had. I was over the moon.

Coming to school with my "Happy-but-dunnu-going-to-be-hentam" look, I hand in my proposal to the teachers in charged........... And the feedback was....

@ Why your title so weird one?
@ Then you doing on modern era la? (i explained) Then why you doing it on classical music?? (I gave up talking to them)
@ Why your research so long one?
@ I think your research is too long and complicated.
@ Your research is too much for your level d.
@ Why do on classical music? Why can't you do something else?
@ Your proposal doesn't match your title, can't you change your title?
@ Your title is not relevant with any subjects your studying, why not do on business studies?
@ Cannot la, I don't think is suitable for your level
@ It's no use to your education ( with a smirk on her face)

Ok fine, talk all you want, but the most fucked up sentence she actually said was...

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@ YOU DIDN'T DO THIS BY YOURSELF, INSTEAD YOU PLAGIARISE (COPY & PASTE) FROM OTHER PEOPLE'S RESEARCH?? (Bang my fucking proposal on the table)

What the hell was that for? You can criticise my proposal, you can give a polite feedback to my research, but YOU CANNOT FUCKING SAY I COPY AND PASTE SOMEONE ELSE RESEARCH!!!!! What the hell was that??? Eventhough I have resources, even I have people to help me, BUT I'M NOT AN IDIOT OK!!!! I do stuff myself, I don't copy other's research, thats just lame and unresourceful.

I am not that lazy, I am not that unresourceful. I ask people for help so that I can improve better on my research. When I do something, I aim for the best and to the highest standard. Even for common sense, if i were to copy and paste, It will be soooooooooooooooo useless for me... I would just be a dork in the Uni Society later.

You're just plain lazy, ADMIT IT! You don't know what the hell I typed in my proposal and THATS why you claimed that it was SOOOOOO complicated. Oh COME ON!!!! Don't tell me only business studies and maths are the ONLY subjects you think that is UN-COMPLICATED??

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I tend to love music more then your stupid business studies and maths ok!!

I tend to understand music better, and bare in mind..........

I TOOK UP PIANO 5 YEARS AGO!!!

SO what makes you think that I'm not capable of doing MY research EH???

I repeat....

MY FREAKING RESEARCH !!!!

AND ITS NOT FUCKING PLAGIARISM!!!!!!!!!!!!

You stated as if I did plagiarise someone's research, do you know I can go to jail for that you Dungus???!!!!!! I have a future ahead of me. So, if you think that you don't have a future, fuck off my life! I have an aim and I don't need people like you to fuck up my life. I'm good enough already without you. THANK YOU!!!!!!!

HATE PLAGIARISM, HATE IRRELEVANT CRITICISM

Parents, our saviour

When we say parents, the first thing that comes in mind is what have our parents done to make us so against us. Whether they give us no freedom, or disapprove of what we plan to do, or go against our will, or sometimes even humiliate us in public. When we ask why, they would quote 'is for your own good!!'

Yes, I do admit that I sometimes do dislike my parents alot. I wouldn't use the hate word, but yes I do dislike. My parents would prevent me from going on outings that I really want to go, they would give me lectures that are given to me uncountable times, they would not comfort me when i'm down, and when i'm young, there would cane me for the slightest mistakes and they never pick me up from the ground when I fall down.

When I was young, I used to dislike my parents doing so. I see other kids walking with their parents and their parents would fuss over them with various kind of reason, either if the food suits there appetite or whether the clothes they were are 'presentable' to the society in their age. For me, there was no fussing. What was set by them, I would have to follow. Like it or not, eat it or leave it. That was how I have been brought up.

As I grow up, I faced various obstacles that made me turn to my parents for a solution. The outcome wouldn't be what I expected, instead they would turn the whole thing around and end up with a solution that is not related to my problem. We would often argue about my opinions and their opinion but however hard I argued, they always get their say and end up being mad at each other.

Now that I'm 18, I finally came to my senses that my parents do so to protect me, they have been on earth longer then I did and of course more experience then a mere teenager like me. They've gone through more obstacles and overcame tough ones then I did. And they did so to prepare me for the world I'm about to face. And I learn to come to the fact that my parents will always be who they are and no one will be able to change them. Even if they did something to hurt you in anyway, a filial child would still respect them as parents.

Recently I've heard numerous events about children abandoning their own parents after achieving success in the working industry. Apparently, there is a family, a very rich family, after secondary school, they send their children overseas to get the best education the ministry could offer. However, after they graduate, find a job and settle down, they tend to forget everything back at their hometown. Their home, their friends, their family, and even their parents.

Pfffffft..!!!!!!!!! SAY WHAT???? Children abandoning their own parents is the utmost sinful thing a child could every do! Parents give us life and they gave us the opportunity to see the world and live our life to the fullest... Without them, I don't think you'll be reading this blog anyway. Without your dad's sperm and your mum's ovule, you're nothing but a piece of shit!

You can actually brush your parents away especially when they make the tendency to visit you in 'your' foreign" land??? THAT is sinful, and no doubt, disrespectful... How could a person do that??? Your parents teach you everything you need to know, they kept danger away from you, they shower you with love and respect, and most of all, they gave you life. THIS is how you repay them?? By brushing them away, by ignoring their phone calls, by burning all their wish cards, by scolding them harsh words and NOT accepting them as your parents...

If that's the case, you are not worthy to be a son/daughter in the first place... You can go wherever and be successful but if people would find out that you don't have parents aka have parents but don't want to acknowledge them, you will be knock down on the ground so badly until you are LOWER than the ground, i can guarantee you that you losers!!!!

A friendly advice for all kids/teenagers who are still learning how to be filial to your parents which I doubt not many are.... Do appreciate your parents in every way is possible, they will always love you no matter what, they are your parents and you have to accept that no matter what. Parents are our saviour in everyway they are. Sometimes they might be hurtful and sometimes they might be harsh, but whatever it is, is for your own good~~~

Plus, they might not be around everytime to guide you in your life. At a point of life, they have to leave us to a better place, and if only then you start to appreciate them, is just a little to late... Parents have lived a longer life then us and gained more experience then us. Give them the chance to guide us, and they might lead us to a more successful life then we can gain. At least what we achieve in life, is their 'profit' or proud moment, to be the parents of such child.

Is just a few minutes to show your appreciation or your graditute to your parents. Just a simple kiss every morning or a simple phone call could cheer them up everyday. And is doesn't every cost a single cent. Parents are the only people in the world we could trust. And they are the only ones that are willing to sacrifice everything in the world for their children..

Overall....

PARENTS OUR SAVIOUR

Bare that in mind!!

Mum..... Dad..... I love you~~~~~

P.S... Don't take this the wrong way.... I ain't rubbing your backside for getting something I want.. I am sincere here..... Guides honour!! heheh

Where is it???

I need inspiration to blog... Like mad seriously!!!

Too desperate already...!!!!!!!

Pudu Prison

I know, this is a very very very very old issue....

But I just wanna state my opinion...

Everytime I wait for the bus opposite pudu prison, I stare at that wall for distraction.... Now that that thing is destroyed, it is a shame as I usually spot ang mohs there admiring the painting...

Although is not a tourist spot but still, it is a very attractive place for foreigners to visit...

My mum and I made a short trip there to collect some of the wall 'specimens' as souvenir... And yes, it is still at my house.... But we did snap some pics with my mum's phone.....

We did collect small pieces of it especially the exterior of the wall where the painting was... It can be a cool souvenir though..... ^^

Hidious pic of me~~~~~ Pay no attention to that standing figure =P

Chao!!!

Outing with Suki and Lisa

You know, what I realize was, after graduation, the only people that I really kept in touch is Lisa and Suki. It seems like they were the only 'living being' willing to make time for a small gathering or just a normal 'yum cha' session... I don't know, that's just my opinion.

Anyway, recently, 3 of did had a spontaneous outing in Bukit Bintang once again. Initially we were suppose to shop for clothes and ya, I did want to buy clothes..... I admit that.....

We were walking and walking like nobody business and the two girls were all going cuckoo with every shop they pass by while I was struggling to find MY type of clothes... I don't see a single army pants or a hoodie top in the whole bukit bintang area..... *pissed!!!!

I actually wasted my day + going back empty handed..... * pissed square

But we did take ridiculous pictures...... In DA TOILET........ hahahahah

Of all the places they have to choose the toilet....... Y la aiyor.....

Anyway here are the pics..... If you see a toilet bowl, just ignore it, instead, pay attention to the person IN da picture, doesn't it sound more rational to do so?? *wink

As you can see from the picture on the above left, they are busy camwhoring with their own phones.... Can even compare somemore!!!!! X perasan ke Aw Maxinf standing here??

So at last, Aw Maxine decide to hyp things up~~~~

Driving Lessons and Driving test

Ok, before this I was having a few sessions of driving lesson and this was actually my last driving session before my real test...

So I actually drove all the way to sungai buluh to go through my test syllubus with my instructor... I was doing fine especially on the road. I seldom make any mistakes and could mostly handle myself without any instructing from my instructor....

As usual, we did the going up the hill, parking and 3 point turn... after a few rounds, the instructor gave me a pre-test and i failed the 3 point turn as I was going too fast with the clutch... so I had to repeat the 3 point turn again and again after I got it right.

After that, I DID go cuckoo over the 3 point turn... I called suki and clarissa and they also thought WTH happened to me... heheheh. Ya so overalled I could say i was alright with the syllubus but I wasn't that confident in passing the test....

During the real test, turns out that I REALLY did failed the test..... Reasons?

1. Too nervous

2. Scare failed

3. High expectations of ppl??

But all along I'm trying to overcome this matter, but Just don't know how.... I sort of trying to psycho myself but that's not gonna work with negative surroundings.... Anyway... Good luck to me for my next round of test~~heheheheh

Really really really late updates.......

26/7-28/7

Had our first test in Form 6..... Had a 'deciding on what to do' issue and transfered into arts one week before the test and yeay me???? Results wasn't that encouraging....

Society

You know what, recently, a friend phone me up and told me about her difficulties in finishing her assignment. She is pursuing her diploma in hotel management and she's currently doing her first assignment, that is requesting a 5 star hotel manager to bring them around the hotel at the same time introducing the aspects of becoming a hotel manager and maybe considering it as a future career.

So, after receiving all the approval letters from her college authorities, she started her work in a team and started to choose a hotel for her assignment. I'm not going to stat what hotel she chose because obviously if I'd do that, it'll be bad for the hotel's reputation, not that my blog is viewed worldwide.

Anyway, after choosing hotel A, she started off emailing her request and approval letter to the hotel management, hoping they would reply her ASAP. Instead, after sending tonns of email, calling them day and night, faxing them the letter several times, my friend still did not get a single reply. Which really brought her into a 'damsel in distress' situation and ended calling me for a solution. @.@

Ok, this is the thing. What I see was, in the hotel management business, they are practically lack of people and stuff, sometimes I even see stuff running up and down the hotel multitasking due to lack of staff.

As a manager of the hotel, I know that the main objective is to produce more income for the hotel but seeing the staff being so insufficient, don't the manager ever though of how to involve more people into the hotel management business?

Is a rare chance that students pursuing hotel management course would call up a hotel to request a quick tour around the hotel. Hotel managers could actually use this chance to offer them a place in the hotel and maybe ask them to consider their hotel as their future career. A chance like this don't come often and I think is really ridiculous that hotels don't take this opportunity to increase staff enrolment.

Is similar to a case like a beggar is already suffering from poverty and when people offer money, her refuse to take it out of pride. Stupid isn't it? If there's chance right in front of you, grab it before other people grabs it. Don't turn now chances because of pride and self-image. People might criticize you now but later, you'll get the better times.

Is just too bad that people nowadays don't think that way....

Finally~~~~

First thing first, I finally made a choice on what I'm might pursue in and so far I'm happy in what I'm doing. I really do hope that this time I won't back out and continue what I'm doing. The story goes like this....
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Once upon a time.... haahh ok lah, I'll go straight to the point. Anyway, GAAAAH!!! my leg is so freakin' itchy!!!......

Ok, as most of you know that I attended from 6 straight after I returned from my NS, and i chose Science stream. I thought I was able to cope as the teachers there was known to be quite pushy, So i decided to give it a try....

Turns out I was wrong. I ended up skipping school more then I've ever done in my life. I've never felt this way about studies before and I have never cried as much as this. I felt fear whenever I stepped foot into the school, I would shiver as I walk into the classroom, and I have never dared to ask teachers any question. I was so scared to that extend....

Finally, when I felt that I was going to explode, I told my dad everything and what I felt after a month in the science stream. My dad was surprise and He couldn't believe that all these while I was feeling that way. And the first time crying about studies is definitely not me...

So far I was able to withstand the most pressurizing situation and I was able to overcome with ease ans peaceful mind, but all of a sudden, I just drop at a point that I really couldn't hold back any longer...... I was in lost and I didn't know what I should do...

Even my parents was at lost in what should I do... I skipped school for 2 days, I had to spend a few days for me to wake up and make a decision... after thinking for a whole 4 days, I finally made up my mind in joining the art streams.

Although, as most of my close friends knows how much I hate banking, accounts and economy related subjects but I decided to give it a try....

After a week, I feel fine and I don't feel that fearful anymore. I tend to look forword to go for classes and to have a group of friends to help me everyday. Instead, I feel the urge to actually study sometimes.... which is good. And i'm happy. I really hope nothing will come across and I will enjoy myself for another one and a half years of CBN years.... =P

I also actually hope that there would be more activities in school that is more of a artistic approach... Performance, dancing, singing, acting.... Anything... As long as it involves stage act..... At least that can keep my mind of some stuff... *wink....

A happy person in CBN...!!!

No certainties

Is there even such a word???
Anyway... I'm having one of those mixed up emotions again.

I don't know why I have these feelings often and definitely is not PMS.

Usually when I do have these kind of feelings, I have alot of things on my mind. Sort of like a katrina in my brain to be exact. And I usually stay quiet at that moment cause if someone was to interrupt, I do the unthinkable.... (can imagine??)

Well, we'll skip that at the moment. There has been an issue that I've always been annoyed about......

You know when people cross the road... Ok, lets make it a busy road..
A normal person would look left and right before running across the road right?
I notice nowadays that people tend to just walk across the road before even looking both sides...

That I don't mind, that's your life, not mine; If you get killed It ain't my business, but people tend to walk as if that was their grandfather's road.. I mean...

H-A-L-L-O-O-O-O-O-O-O-O-O-O-!!!!!! WAKE UP DUDE!!!
ITS A FREAKIN' ROAD, IT AIN'T YOUR GRANDAD'S!!!!

If your crossing the road alone then fine, you die, die la, but
I'M FREAKIN' RIGHT BEHIND YOU!!!! CAN YOU WALK FASTER???
I'M TOO YOUNG TO DIEEEE!!!!!!

Geesh!! Especially thoses teenagers who are 'dating'...
you know, those who loves to hold hands, wave it up and down,
doodle around, and say 'i love u' non-stop.....

Is a freakin' road!!!! Don't you people learn common safety procedures?
And you call yourself educated people...

Is like civilization all over again.....
*Slaps forehead*

Go back to school and educate yourself again...
Simple safety procedures also cannot follow..
No wonder so many people kena langgar la...

Blame who?
YOURSELF LA IDIOT!!

PLKN 2nd Reunion

Alright, we're suppose to have a PLKN gathering today involving the whole Alpha company including boys and girls.... Instead, out of 100, only 7 people turned up...

5 boys and 2 girls... Don't that sound sad to you?? Depressing maybe??

YOU DO???????

GOOD!! Because it IS DEPRESSING!!!!!!!

Out of 100 a freakin' 7 turned up?? Where are all the buayaks?? Plus there are only 5 authentic buayaks there, the others are from other company. Other company lagi semangat then our own buayak to go for the reunion... Like WTH??

Anyway.... Since they said the gathering was 1pm (I thought so) so I kinda rushed to times square and reached there around 1.20pm.... then i called Gwen and she was only on the way....

So i lepak-ed around times square and ended up eating lunch in KFC.... booming gendang d my stomach... hehhe....

Gwen turned up at 3 sumthing whereas PA-8 and the gang turned up at 4pm.... SO much of starting the gathering at 1/2pm....

Instead of a gathering, since the numbers was so small, we practically walked alot today. From Times sqaure, we walked to sungai wang, then to pavilion, found out there was nothing to do there, walked back to times square and ended up in a KTV centre. (Which is quite famous for drug addicts and police raids)...

Didn't dare to sing a single song since boys were there.... scary neh....

Its been years since I last sang in front of boys (Besides my dad and bro, they love to shut me up whenever I start to sing... T.T)

And I left them at around 7 ....... to go CLUBBING .....

It was like eons ago since I last when clubbing... but this club is more like a proper club. Few prostitutes and more alcoholic drinks... lovesss....

Back home at 9pm, and had a slight dance session by myself... heheh.... Love the Lupin by Kara dance.... Super Chun... Bonamana aka Boom la mana is next.. hheh

I happen to do this... now no more d.... T.T

My new life.... Sort of.....

Since after coming back from PLKN, I was messed up and all delusional as you all know from the last post. And I kinda thank the JLKN for sending me into the second batch.

At least that way, I don't need to 'grief' for so long. School actually occupies me and makes me thing no other but studies. I have to say, in CBN, I tend to concentrate more and study more. Maybe is because the competition is tight here and everyone wants to be the top student.

The teachers are also quite good, at least is not that kind that you ask more then one time then you kena scolding. So I'm quite satisfied with that.

ANNNNNND!!!!!!!!!! Today I went to school as usual not expecting any activities for us Lower 6..... Well, that was what I thought as this is a new school and we consider as new students. So of course lerrr we lay low from being too active.

Ended up we had to attend this so called 'Surprised' interview by the teachers to elect the new batch of form 6 prefects. Before I even came in to CBN, and when I graduated from BGS, i made up my mind not to involve in any post or activities during my form 6.

I mean I might still go 'harrest' the HQ at times but I won't be as active as I used to. Form 6 is a critical year for me and I really have to perform well in order to get at least a scholarship to University, and I'm major scared I won't get one.

But the teachers are sort of trying to push us to be a prefect. They said loads of good things about prefect and is sort of like a mind set changing environment that you'll change 360 degrees confirm....

That I don't know, but what I know is I really want to concentrate solely on my education right now and I don't need any extra things on my hands as it's already piled up.... So I really hope I don't get elected as a prefect. It would definitely safe alot of time for me and of course, the cost of getting a uniform will also stay in my pocket... ehhehehe...

Till then, gotta sleep!! NiteZ!!

Hidden words and Thoughts....

Ok, I finally got myself to think straight and words are finally piling one by one to actually type this blog. My first blog after PLKN is finally over...

First thing that came to my mind when I reached home was *$%&$#%#%$#&$^*#%....
I couldn't think straight and everything was in a mess. I couldn't help myself but just blurt into a bucketful of tears then only myself would know.

It was only then, I found out that PLKN is finally over. No more Bangun bangun bangun, no more voices of the trainers urging us to be quick, no more eating together, bathing together, laughing together and getting naked together. (Too much detail, I know) And worst of all, no more KSP.....

Maybe is because of what I've gone through all there years, the emotion mixed up I've been travelling in. And when I stepped foot into KSP, my mind went into total clear and I felt as if a burden was lifted off my shoulder, I could think straight and all I felt was happiness...

It was the best 2 1/2 months in my life. I've never felt that happy and that stressless in my life. It was the first time in so many months I haven't had a messed up mind... Even for one day... My mind was total clear and I could make up my mind in everything I do... CLEARLY!!!!!

All I could say is I'm sad that I have to leave that place.... I love that place and will always love that place. That place was my 2 months escape from my 'prison emotion' and it was a place I truly enjoyed myself. My memories with me and left there will always be with me.

My foot steps in KSP,
My shouts in KSP,
My singing in KSP,
My lulluby in KSP,
My laughter in KSP,
And my memories in KSP......

Will always remain in my heart and my mind....
My heaven for 2 months is better then nothing.
KSP.....

PLKN Semester Break

Ok..... It seems that most of the people that I get in touch with ask
"Max, WTH are doing home? there's no holiday!!" Then I would reply
" haha, its the semester holiday for NS" and they would go like
" Eh? Go semester holiday wan ar? Why last time my brother/sister/son/daughter/friend no semester holiday one??"
I would just chuckle off...

Anyway, is great and not too great to be back.
Great in the sense that I could have a week of rest and get back my beauty sleep =P
And check my heavily filled inbox stash with all kinds of junk mail.

Not great in the sense that, I really miss that place. I hope it would actually last forever truthfully saying. I never felt so free, so stress free, so relaxed, so unmad before in my life. It was like all my troubles went flying away when I was there.

I didn't want to leave the camp so soon, and I was hoping so bad that it would extend another month or so...
Anyway, there I would take tonns of photo like I used to.... so here are they...




My 'neatly' stash locker before leaving for the sem holidays....



Aimah, Jessie and I....... The way we met.... SMILE!



Chay, Aimah, Cikgu Ain (Jurulatih) and I.... Juz gotta love her..



With D chinese galz... Kate, Teresa, Max, Eileen..
Just before heading to church and temple. And yes its compulsary.



What???? I have to goof up some stuff.....
Nazz, Max, and Tham....



Yes people.... I do like attaching myself on the world on many occasions...

Trying to act all macho but look freakishly fat here... T.T

Tham, Max, Aimah

Looking at her reminds me of Kar Fong.....

Nazz and Max

HAH! Another K-Pop frenzy...

Lala n Max

Ok I admit.... I look soooooo childish here.....

Hey, a gal gotta go what a gal gotta do~~~~

Awwwwwww.... Love you Aimah!!!

Last group picture before leaving... Leha is leaving for matrix....

Leha, Aimah, Max, Chay~~

Group Picture!!! In our Full U... (Celoreng)
Spot me Spot me!!!

Gooooofin' off.... at least i ain diggin' me nose!!!

With another trainer.... cool lady....

Cheese ppl!!!!!!!!

How do I look? Should I add a tudung or what? hahah

All the chinese (besides tham) in our dorm wearing baju kurung.

(Wore em' for 5 years and no I don't feel awkward...)

Awwwwww..... We're so gonna miz u leha!!!

Leha, Max, Chay (in purple), Yan (in blue) and Tan

Group pic with our class outfit....

Seriously..... I wasn't wearing anything then.... =P

Seeeeeeee!!!!1 Told ya so.......

Cheeeeeeeeze~~~~~~ Jessie the flying sabahan~~~

Ang again.... Gorup pic..... hahaha all wan to camwhore d...

Sweet of Aimah to smuggle the cake for me~~ Thx aimah!!! and OH

Happy Birthday to Aimah's mum!! (Same birthday as me!!)

Happy Birthday to me!!!!!

(Juz woke up btw.....)

Well, thats about it... Imma going back to Camp tomorrow so is like a 50:50 ratio on excited and sad.... heheh. But don't worry, I will truly enjoy meself there....

Oh, one more thing.... Apparantly, not only me strip myself when i'm terribly hot... Others do that too especially during the afternoon... hehe... IN THE DORM LA OF COURSE... takkan la in the middle of the padang or class??!!!!